nothing more. nothing less

2011-01-05T01:13:00.001+08:00

hello
i guess im gnna make it official that im moving bloggggggg

LIKE FINALLY right?

lol.

www.youaretheinspiration.wordpress.com

VERY ULTRA RETARDED name. please dont laugh at me.

haha. dont care already. have a few posts up there already.

trying to load some holiday photos in.

see you all there!

2010-12-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

hello

another rough day.

i wonder if it's just me complaining or what.

but anyway, had a long 3 hr meeting with ben and janice regarding our group today

to be honest, was quite upset during the meeting. it was a mixture of anger and disbelieve.

struggling to cope with negative emotions recently. just havent been feeling happy :/

went to my uncle's jap eatery yesterday.

the food there is NICEEEEEEE

good quality! (:

me likes. the sushi is much better than those at sakae sushi

and the saba, teriyaki salmon, fried chicken are awesome too. wheeee!!

then at night, went to Aaron's house with my mom. mom had to leave early as she had to attend to some stuff. so i chose to stayed on.

turns out to be a DIY karaoke session. haha. his relatives like to sing.

so we sang christmas carols and oldies.

i know i like some old songs, but some of the songs they sang were seriously old! haha. dont think i was born when those songs were popular.

hahaha it was fun listening tho.

TILL I HAD TO SING A SONG.

say whhhuuttttt?!??!?!?!

no escaping. so i sang some lame song ):

so embarrassing. and i dont know why i kept coughing after that. tsk tsk.

eye opening experience. haha.

in some way, it felt special cuz never really 'celebrate' christmas the way they do unlike in my family. cuz my extended families are not christians.

at most we eat.

like today.

we went to onedegree15 AGAIN! FOR THE 1OOTH TIME!

getting sick of that place.

but the roast pork there was SUPERB. the only time i eat the fats on the roast porkyy

wooooo. but i think it's like $9 for 9 small square pieces?

but yea. all my uncles were there.

and guess what. the last time one of my uncles went to sentosa was 14 years ago.

YES. FOURTEEN.

hahaha. he must have been living under a rock.

during dinner i casually asked my grandfather if he could lend me his car as he is gg to china in january.

and i think he almost choked. HAHA. okay. still no luck in putting my driving skills to use. SAD

anyway, ate till i almost exploded.

came back and ate ice cream log cake.

YUMZ!

leaving for aust in 2 days. currently taking orders for slippers. lol.

2010-12-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

i wanted to do a reflective post about the year

but im not in the mood now

just feeling weird and tired.

the weather in brisbane right now is weird.

hope it will change.

may the sun come out!

and allow us to have fun there.

i dread tomorrow.

goodbye.

2010-12-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

back from youth leaders retreat at navigators.

feel weird. but hope that would be settled another day.

worried about my group and stuff. but also excited that the youths wld be able to do so much more next year.

after i got back home, napped and headed out to meet germs, sheryl and wendalyn at holland.

had everything with fries and drinks at wala wala.

the waiter had tatoos all over his arms. so we thought he was gnna be real scary.

turns out he spoke really softly and gently.

haha.

and AFTER we had ordered our alcoholic drinks and were already 1/3 into having them,

he came over to ask us if we were 18. like hello?

a bit late. haha. but alright.

had a jagerbomb. me likes! love redbull.

listened to germaine's love stories and then headed home. HAHA.

it's christmas eve tomorrow.

and honestly, it doesnt feel at all to me.

i dont have the mood to 'celebrate' christmas somehow.

my mind is still somewhere, nowhere.

everything has just been a mad rush and im just moving with the crowd right now.

so i hope everything wld b able to settle down before the year ends.

just brain dead again.

goodbye.

2010-12-20T19:42:00.002+08:00

Aaron and his chicken pox free face. HAHHAA.

went to catch Cinder-lah one day before his birthday last month.

super awesome show!

love it' A LOT.

very good stage acting.

and of course funny as well. Gurmit Singh acted as both an indian lady and indian man who owned a mama shop called. MAMA LEMON. haha.

okay. it was good money spent.

i am about to make payment for this.

i can already hear julia saying

"what is this for? you dont need this."

but it's too cute.

gnna hang it on my new bag.

it's a monster fur tail. HAHA.

anyway, i cant wait to leave on a plane.

been too long.

haha. a few months since i went overseas.

think i cant stay in singapore for long periods of time.

saw an article that it's snowing in australia!?!

haha. bizzare.

anyway,just came back from cell group retreat.

had quite a few retarded times(:

we didnt really have any fixed agenda actually.

but we did bond quite well.

we played really bizzare games.

like groups of 2/3 have to make half a bar of soap into nothingness.

HAHA.

i paired up with ben

and he rubbed the soap on his legs.

and when he passed the soap to me, it was covered with his leg hair.

GROSS! haha. our group won anyway. haha.

paradise dynasty tmr.

and supper with Sharron, Nat and Jolyn.

cant wait!

2010-12-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

hello all,
so now that exams are over, my brain is fried. I CANNOT THINK.
it's like i have never used my brain SO MUCH IN MY LIFE.
ugh. feel like dying.
havent caught up on my sleep at the moment.
tmr is the start of the week where i would have my 2 retreats
i am not prepared but i pray that God will speak to me still.
in the next few weeks, i hope to clear my room.
pack this messy to the max table.
and clear out my wardrobe.
so many ugly and useless things
i just wnna get away and rest. cant wait to go overseas.
tho there wont be much shopping :/

things i want for christmas
-postsecret book. haha.
-ipod nano. RED. but i feel this is kinda redundant. but i still want it.
-the sephora make up palette. but this one is like for fun. cuz i dont exactly wear make up. but it seems so worth it!
- A NICE BAG.
-new shoes. the last time i bought shoes was before school started.

this list is just for fun tho. doubt i can get anything. too busy to even think about christmas.
exams really just killed me. but thank God he pulled me through. but i felt i was being dragged.
haha. thankful for Desmond who studied with me all through the 1week or so. it was fun.
kinda weird cuz we dont exactly have any common friends and not exactly common interest. so if next sem i dont have same classes as him i will be a loner. HAHA. like seriously. oh wells. feel like taking up more things next sem. need to value-add my uni life.

alright. it's about time to get started with exercise again. but ever since exams ended yesterday (felt like last week. that's how tired i am) i keep craving for lots of food. paradise dynasty with mom and sister next week! okay. i could go on and on. but I HAVE NOT FINISHED PREPARING FOR PRAYER TMR and it's 1.30. i just feel like nuahing and not doing anything.
u know that feeling?

haha. okay. bye

2010-12-14T17:54:00.002+08:00

^1-3 A white-tailed deer drinks from the creek;

I want to drink God,

deep draughts of God.

I'm thirsty for God-alive.

I wonder, "Will I ever make it—

arrive and drink in God's presence?"

I'm on a diet of tears—

tears for breakfast, tears for supper.

All day long

people knock at my door,

Pestering,

"Where is this God of yours?"

⁴ These are the things I go over and over,

emptying out the pockets of my life.

I was always at the head of the worshiping crowd,

right out in front,

Leading them all,

eager to arrive and worship,

Shouting praises, singing thanksgiving—

celebrating, all of us, God's feast!

⁵ Why are you down in the dumps, dear soul?

Why are you crying the blues?

Fix my eyes on God—

soon I'll be praising again.

He puts a smile on my face.

He's my God.

^6-8 When my soul is in the dumps, I rehearse
everything I know of you,
From Jordan depths to Hermon heights,
including Mount Mizar.
Chaos calls to chaos,
to the tune of whitewater rapids.
Your breaking surf, your thundering breakers
crash and crush me.
Then God promises to love me all day,
sing songs all through the night!
My life is God's prayer.

^9-10 Sometimes I ask God, my rock-solid God,
"Why did you let me down?
Why am I walking around in tears,
harassed by enemies?"
They're out for the kill, these
tormentors with their obscenities,
Taunting day after day,
"Where is this God of yours?"

¹¹ Why are you down in the dumps, dear soul?
Why are you crying the blues?
Fix my eyes on God—
soon I'll be praising again.
He puts a smile on my face.

He's my God.

Psalm 42 -The Message

A story is told about a family that went on a picnic by a lake. At one point, their 5-year-old son waded into the lake, stepped into deep water, and sank out of sight. None of the adults in the family knew how to swim, so they ran up and down the shore in panic while the child bobbed up and down and screamed for help. Just then, a man happened by who sized up the situation, leaped into the lake, and rescued the boy. He climbed out on the bank with the child, who was frightened but unharmed, only to hear the mother ask with irritation, “Where’s Johnny’s cap?”

So often we focus on small disappointments that cause us to grumble and complain rather than focusing on the wonderful things God has brought into our lives, not the least of which is His everlasting love and eternal salvation. When we complain about the small dissatisfactions of life, we’re asking, in effect, “Where’s Johnny’s cap?”

Paul wrote, “In everything give thanks” (1 Thess. 5:18). We may not be thankful for everything that comes our way, but we can give thanks in everything. It may be difficult to be grateful when we lose our job or our health fails, but we can be thankful for the good that God has brought to us in this life and grateful for the life to come.

As endless as God’s blessings are,
So should my praises be
For all His daily goodnesses
That flow unceasingly! —Adams

Instead of being preoccupied with our problems,
let’s praise the Lord for His blessings.

-OUR DAILY BREAD

2010-11-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

what a slack day

i feel like kicking myself

woke up around 1030 and went for dimsum at onedegree15

the food there is SUPER AWESOME!

the char siew baos there are heavenly as compared to those u buy from coffee shops -.-

they have the real fluffy texture. ^.^

with steaming hot innards

they had char siew sows (i dont know how to spell it). char siew wrapped in pastry. super fragrant pastry. aaahhhhh!!!

and this deep fried prawns wrapped in tao kee.

plus porridge! my fav. century egg with shredded pork. thick consistency they way i love it ^.^

they have xiao long baos there too. but i got scalded by it. super darn hot.

lovelovelove eveythg there.

julia I BRING YOU. we can charge to the member's card. GO GO GO.

i was so happy eating! who cares about calories!

trying to exercise more these few weeks anyway

but i think my exercising streak will die off pretty soon.

so stressed over work.

came home and slept till 6pm

i can go and bang the wall.

long day tmr.

gotta be disciplined.

2010-11-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

work done tonight.

NOTHING.

my head is bursting! i need IDEAS!

help. haha.

racking my brains.

sigh.

NEED TO STUDY

2010-11-15T17:30:00.001+08:00

new week

i have a feeling i will drown under the 2 tests and one graded speech next week.

i dont even dare to imagine.

seriously.

scared to the max. k. shant waste time.

going to revise math.

btw. the NTU gym sucks!

so small!

2010-11-10T17:22:00.002+08:00

i guess for the time being i will stick to this good ol blog cuz im a noob at wordpress. will probably work at it after exams.

MY BRAIN IS FRIED.

after viewing econs e-lecture. wnna complainnnnn ):

was supposed to go for the lecture on a Saturday after josh's bday celeb.

but we clubbed before that and i was totally lazy to go for the lecture tho i stayed over in hall.

so i guess the price i had to pay was to wait WEEKS for it to be uploaded.

only to find out the volume is at it's minimum. so ive had to blast my earphones, hoping that no one wld msn me or some blog play some music lest my ears blast suddenly.

thankfully that did not happen.

sigh. i cant think anymore. not that i dont like econs. but why do the lectures have to have 2hrs long ):

gotta endure another one tmr.

sigh. i dont think i can accomplish all my tasks today. so tired. and trying not to sleep.

i still have not thought of my speech topic. dead.

shall go work on reflection paper. 400-500 words.

im sure i can crap something up.

then econs tutorial or sumtg.

help me Lord.

bye

2010-11-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

have to say. my past 24 hrs have been record-breaking BAD

just plain old sucky bad.

u might say i am exaggerating. but i guess only i can know how it feels like.

never ever hurt so bad in my 19 years of life. maybe slightly comparable to when i my grandmother passed away.

but i guess, God has His plans.

that is all i can manage to say. because even though the storm is over, and the sun is out, there are still broken pieces that i have to pick up and move on.

i suppose, the worst part is not having anyone to talk about it to. and also, having to deal with it asap before i led worship just now.

one of the toughest things i had to do. escaping wasnt an option.

even at the very last minute i struggled to hold back my tears.

yet somehow, God made it work.

there was joy within me to help me pull through.

still wondering how the sudden bout of flu came about as i was having lunch alone.

just couldnt stop sneezing and my nose wouldnt stop running.

and when i started singing, it stopped. completely.

but once i was done leading worship, it came back all again.

bizarre.

anyway, i guess worship went pretty alright. cant bargain for more in the state that i was.

cant talk about this anymore.

should learn to move on and stop brooding on such negative things. cuz NO ONE CARES AMELIA. stop it.

haha.

alright.

on to happier things. the friday YA went to play paintball yesterday.

gosh! was rather sian as i had to go down myself. that wasnt the bad part.

was very irritated because the bus went in the wrong direction as shown on the map

very angry >:( summore it was so hot that morning.

oh wells. anyway, we eventually got into the game.

i seriously didnt know what was happening for the first round of 3.

i was like trying to hide and shoot at the same time. which was damn hard to do.

a lot of confusion.quite hilarious i would say. thinking back it makes me laugh.

and someone shot me in the ass! ?!?!?!

still dont know who that is. anyway, i dont have as many battle scars as everyone else.

but i guess it wasnt as bad as i though. at least i wasnt hit in the head.

oh wells.

weekend burnt again.

and the house smells of burnt cookies cuz bernice left the cookies heating in the microwave for too long.

okay. exams are coming soon.

every man for himself.

haha.

2010-11-01T11:16:00.001+08:00

good monday morning everyone!

sigh. really need to sleep early!

so sleep today.

went for bfast with dad. think we ate in like 15mins

came to hall and slept for awhile.

watched a physics electure. i have 4 of that! :O

having problems trying to watch. managed to using internet explorer.

oh wells.

lab later. bye!

2010-10-27T01:23:00.004+08:00

"Without me, you can do nothing" - John 15:5

indeed, this is what has been swimming around in my mind.

i have nothing. i cant do anything unless God helps me.

especially in school, where everyday takes quite a lot from me.

From making decisions to saying the right things, i think a lot about it sometimes.

hmm.

shouldnt b blogging when i have 830 lesson tmr. and i have a math test.

fearful after the last math test. but i have to trust. i like math

just need to pray for a calm heart. i will do my best.

hope to make use of my long afternoon tmr as well.

i know i shouldnt live my life with a to-do list all the time.

but sometimes without them, i feel so lost and misguided.

so here's mine for tmr. failed to accomplish the one i had for tonight.

but i had a good QT.

-physics tutorial

-math tutorial

-have some rest

-Hall Badminton -.- i feel so fat and lousy. dont know how to play. hope they dont laugh at me behind my back. haha. just go and play and hopefully lose some fats ok?

in happier news, i am going to AUSTRALIA end of this year!

happiness! wheeeeeeeeeee. am happy!

cuz i wnna go to Gold Coast. movie world and sea world!

hope to be going free and easy. a bit sick of tour groups year after year.

so excited. but exams before that.

and i sekretly hope that my parents let my sister and i fly back on our own.

it would be so excites!! and hope we fly A380!

okay. these are just tentative plans. all boils down to my dad.

and Aaron is gnna go to so many places in the next mth. gnna be a lonely gal.

k. not sharing the wordpress blog yet cuz i feel that the address is retarded.

cant never think of kewl urls.

ok. to bed. goodnight.

2010-10-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

been another pretty bad week.

i need to find some joy in something, somewhere.

anyway,

ive created a wordpress blog. will share it soon!

haha. till then,

bye!

2010-10-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

just got back from a run with sharron.

it wasnt too bad. thank God

these days have been crap. sort of.

out of these 3 days, 2 days of those days had seriously sucky times.

those what-is-God-trying-to-do-to-me days ):

depressing, sad, etc

SIGH.

BUTTTTT. im thankful that at those desperate times, i know i have no choice to turn to God.

and that is when He speaks to me and delievers me.

hmm.. i guess this is good and i have to be thankful. ive come to learn that i have nothing. like seriously. being in this course, i know i have no 'gift' in engineering or passion or whatever. i have no choice. the only choice i get is to follow.

it's tough because every single day i have to remind myself why am i studying. hope the 'passion' will come one day. if not, just gotta keep going.

no success is without failure.

i am hungry.

abrupt ending.

2010-10-03T00:59:00.003+08:00

hello

haha. had dinner at karu's tonight with my family.

awesome man! haha. the fish head curry there is really good.

spicy stuff.

and best of all, my dad let me drive home!

never thought he would in a million years

tho i caught him having his finger on the handbrake the whole ride home.

i said finger instead of hand because audi cars handbrake is a button. haha.

and u turn on signal using the left bar thing. not on the right.

so when i tried to signal once i went to turn on the windscreen wipers instead.

hahahaha.

okay. i can collect my license alreadyyyyy.

then i can drive aaron's car in peace. that is if he stops scolding me when i drive.

seriously scaryyyy.

okay. enough of driving chronicles!

just wasted my whole saturday night watching GG and amazing race

but nooo.

math quiz next week and CAs the week after.

cant's wait for recess week!

and the holidays! wnna fly fly fly!

was watching the amazing race and i TOTALLY MISS UK LIKE CRAZY.

i wnna go back i wanna go back.

so super awesome there! but if i go there end of this year, it wld be winter clothes.

so yea. AUSTRALIA would be great. WHEEEEEEE!!

im going crazy. seriously need a vacation!

and oh. i wnna watch charlie st cloud. aaron has decided that it is not a girl's show and agrees to watch it.

and oh. one more random thing. i spent about 2 hrs this afternoon playing POCKET FROGS!

they are sucha waste of time. like Godfinger.

so i think i will get bored of it pretty soon. hehe.

okay. goodbye!

2010-10-01T12:48:00.002+08:00

feeling so darn tired right now.
having a 4hr break and i didnt go back to hallzzzzzzzzzz..
at the learning pod.
did econs tutorial and gnna attempt chem tutorial in awhile. CAs are coming!
no joke man. seriouslyyyyyy..
physics is honestly a killer.
i feel like dyingggggggggg. quantum is crap!
gosh. oh wells. at least it's friday. 2 more lectures till 430 and im done for the day.
k. it's getting kinda noisy. but i gotta focus! will finish tutorial and read chem notes!
GOGOGOGO!
started season 4 of GG. woooo. awesomezzxz. okay then.
enough of the rantings. hope study saturday in church tmr wld be productive (:
loveslovesloves

2010-09-28T00:27:00.002+08:00

hello

wanted to upload photos here. but the photos are not im my laptop.

haha. had quite an alright weekend. a little bit of a rush, but i got a break. sort of.

but nowadays breaks come with a little something called guilt.

haha.

physics tutorial is killing my brain cell ONE BY ONE.

a little discouraged but i guess i shall try harder tmr.

managed to get 3 of my tutorials done today.

SORT OF

kinda tired. but lessons start at 1230 tmr. awesome!

cantwaitforwednesday!!!!!!

need.to.stop.eating.

bye

2010-09-22T13:47:00.002+08:00

good afternoon.
just took more than 30 mins to eat lunch.
very rare.
the uncle gave me a mountain of veggies.
survived 830-1230!
computing tutorial was much better than expected.
cuz i made friends with the vietnamese guy beside me which helped a lot in programming.
rushed frm north spine to south spine for math tutorial.
tutor is frm Belgium and not from.. okay. yea. so im quite happy.
then had physics lecture. change of lecturer because it's a new topic.
OHMYGOODNESS. he is seriously BAD.
could hear constant sniggering from the LT as he gave his lecture due to the way he pronounces most of the words
HAHA. gosh. guess i have to study harder on my own cuz physic is 4AUs.
no jokeee..
alright. enough of academic stuff.

celebrated my bday last weekend.
it was very simple.
had pretty good thai food with aaron.
think we ordered 7 dishes? HAHAH. i think i dont even order that many when with my family please. haha. and we finished almost everything except the pineapple rice. hahahah. awesome.
last minute planning on sunday took us to Everything with Fries when i decided to treat everyone. this is rare as u know $.$ haha.
so yea. didnt really have much mood to celebrate my birthday since i am in a study mode. HAHA. ya right.

alright. in more exciting news,
going to F1 this saturday with julia! WOOHOO! lewis hamilton!
haha. okay. maybe i shld take a nap.
2pm now..

2010-09-17T12:49:00.003+08:00

ASOS TILLY Toe Cap Shoe Boots

40 pounds.

yes?

saw it on theblondesalad.com

buy for meeeee!!

2010-09-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

what i want for my birthday.
hermes cuff
balenciaga leather bracelet

i kid.
so super ex.
but it's awesome.
the leather bracelet is more afforadable.
oh wells. haha.
it will remain a dream (:

had enough of computing notes tonight.
my brain cant take in no more.

2010-09-11T12:23:00.002+08:00

awesome photos!
haha. julia we can take these in hall next week ^.^
went night cycling with josh and aaron last night.
it was quite fun. hahaha.
alright. that's all for today.
just realized that my birthday is next sunday -.-
bye

2010-09-10T02:30:00.003+08:00

supposed to be sleeping before 1ish
but but it's 230. crap
must sleep regularly! so yea.. it's the first week of school..
lectures have started. still alright. just that was a tad bit stressed over the past 2 days regarding the change of timetable, that led to me having gastric and even dreaming of timetables.
goodness. anyway i have changed some of my tutorial classes. i dont know who are in them.
i just hope i get to meet new ppl.
cuz the ppl ive met so far arent really my type. if u know what i mean. and i need to know more engine GIRLS. so far the new friends i made are all guys. zzz. boring.
so staying in hall has been relatively lonely cuz julia is out on most nights and i dont know any of my neighbors.
but staying in hall is good cuz during breaks i get to go back and then back to lectures agn
only to climb up that mountain sweating and then i have go shower -.-
i am certain i will have nicer legs after one year.
had supper on tues with josh, johnston, julia and aaron.
went to eat ah lian bee hoon. good times! it was fun chatting and stuff.
sept 11 this saturday. havent been spending that much time this week on planning the final stuff for the event :/ ugh.
alright. parents are away! laundry day tmr.
i want to go out and play! but i realized this aint the holidays anymore! time to face tutorials and lectures (:
loves

2010-09-04T23:48:00.002+08:00

ytd was cool.

we danced the night away amidst hugeass guys that were rather irritating.

swinging hair in your face and toe stepping.

hahaha.

i think once is enough.

but maybe i speak too soon.

hahaha.the songs are still ringing in my head.

had 3hrs plus of sleep before i headed to marina barrage with my cell group

it was fun (:

i flew a kite!

i think i kept babbling loads of stuff. haha. too tired.

had dinner at Bobby's at CHIJMES with me family.

eateateat.

came home and had some island creamery tho i was exploding ):

exercise next week hopefully. in hall.

first night in hall tmr!

cant wait to use the clickers somehow. HAHA.

2010-09-03T00:02:00.003+08:00

today was a slack day.

couldnt get up in time to go to sch. hahaha. lol.

rotted at home the whole day.

barely ate anything. cycled to the swimming pool, thankfully didnt hit anyone, swam 20 laps. relieved to see my bike not stolen/broken into, cycled home!

yay! exercise finally.

ate dinner, mom felt she wasnt full. so spontaneously we drove to jln remaja for prata! super rare cuz my mom's kinda a health freak. she let me drive! hahahha! without P plate. lol.

ta-paoed tom yum soup for bernice. drove back, gave my mom a bit of a shock while driving.

drank some tomyum soup. exercise for the day GONE.

oh wells. haha. pasted some cut-outs on my muji notebook. hopefully it'll motivate me to study harder! one last free weekend and then it's school!

thankful that first few lessons are like recapping A levels stuff for chem, physics and math.

not some abstract engineering stuff that i wont understand (:

gnna grab sushi made by my uncle from da fridge. hope i wont see any lizards

bye!

2010-09-02T01:12:00.002+08:00

hihihihi!

just felt like blogging. went to school for orientation today. thought i would be alone the whole day but i met maithili! my secondary school classmate. thank God.

so we spent the first half of the day together. second half was spent with my OG mate.

i suppose today started on the right foot. reached there early, sat down outside the auditorium and read the papers. then i saw a group of people praying. i looked closer and realized they were crusaders. to me that was a sign from God that i was in the right place and that He was there! (: so yea, the freshmen orientation ceremony was pretty fun. had to wear this gown thingie. haha. the dress code for the day was smart casual. but i think most people only saw the casual part. seriously dressed super sloppily ): bleagh.

anyway, was quite thankful that only of my GLs was around to help me out in locating some parts of the school and plus he is frm EEE so it was great that he could give me tips and stuff (:

tho i was rather tired by the end of today, i felt a sense of satisfaction.

i dont feel as anxious and uncertain as i did weeks before, i believe God has great things in store for me(: haha. hope i can continue to be as excited about school a few weeks from now (:

alrightos.

somehow feel that staying in hall is kinda redundant for me. but see how it goes.

byeee

2010-08-27T11:59:00.000+08:00

im lying in bed and kinda like waiting for something to happen.so hungry.but lazy to go and buy anythg to eat.gnna have corn flakes.kellogs strawberry yogurt cornflakes is super awesome! shld try it!
gnna get outta bed and settle more
worship stuff
wnna go for a manicure and pedicure now.
plus a haircut.but i have got no $$$$ ):
rainy, gloomy friday
bye

2010-08-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

today is a rather good day!

haha. i passed my driving test!

honestly thought i was gnna fail cuz i made a wide turn ):

and after that, the instructor told me that i made a wide turn and shortly after he asked me to go back to the driving centre.

it was all over in less than 20 mins? super fast. didnt even do u-turn. route was super short. i guess in that way it's good?

so yea i passed. was quite happppyyyyy. but the video was scary man! ):

traumatized. such that when aaron went to buy the probation plate, i told him not to put it up. HAHA. imma coward. haha. alright, shall go discuss with my mom as to whether she is gnna let me drive. but till then, we shall see.

hooray! no more horrible driving instructor!

caught the Expandables with aaron and josh just now

it was not baddddddddddddddddddddd i guess. i still prefer shows with less fighting. haha. okay. tmr is a rest day for me. but still gotta prepare for worship. couple more days to school!

passing this driving test really ended the holidays well for me. thank God! (:

LOVES

2010-08-21T23:17:00.006+08:00

one of the two kids i only carried in Cambodia. he is wearing a hairband. lol.im seriously not the kind to carry kids. the other kid is a mentally disable girl whom we all though was a boy throughout until the last 2 days. very adorable. but no picture.

this is gnna be a pretty rare post.

but i have no mood to practice my mission trip sharing anymore.

i just hope that tomorrow, God will use me.

been quite stressed over my cell group lately. with the upcoming changes, there is much to be done on my part. more so this week. it's also probably the first time i feel burdened by ministry stuff.

i am constantly reminding myself to pray more and not take things into my own hands.

met up with janice on thursday afternoon.

we spent a good 2 hrs plus talking. haha. we were not supposed to talk about ministry things. but it was inevitable. i have come to realize that i am one who is almost never satisfied with the things that i have. i keep wanting more and to achieve better, as much as i may seem lazy. i refuse to lower my expectations in certain things or towards certain people. not sure if this is a good thing tho.

anyway, i hope that the changes in the ministry will be good ones. school is starting. and i am quite anxious. going to have to meet new people which i am not totally comfortable with. but i hope that God will send like minded people as my classmates/friends.

somehow i know that distractions will be coming my way. i am already choosing not to let these things take over my university life and distract me. but as to when the time comes, i am unsure. i see university as a chance for me to start afresh. i feel like i am going onboard this ship where i do not know where it will take me. but im sure the destination will be AWSOME. haha. i have the image of some island with a breathtaking view. like those i see in advertisements. okay.

but yea. university life! time to start studying again!

these 8 months have been great! i did so many things that i wouldnt have done as a student and im thankful for the holidays. it was greeaaatttt!!!

and to top off all the greatness would be passing my driving test on thurs. WAHAHA.

but i dont think anyone trusts me with his/her car.

my mom says if i pass she will bring me to morton's. LOL. AS IF.

my dad told us he went there last night with 4 ppl and the bill came up to $1000+

CRAZY.

had cedele today again. this time with my parents.

the menu said PANCAKE ICE CREAM SET. with the description, pancake with a scooop of ice cream. and panCAKE it really was. it was just ONE. hahah. $8 please. i can get a huge waffle instead.so funny.

wnna try the pasta next time.

but aaron is not too keen. prata and nasi goreng works best for him. not organic food. LOL.

im enjoying balsamic vinegar!

long post.

need to think of what to wear tmr. gnna have problems thinking of outfits for sch. ugh.

bye.

2010-08-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

its friday.2nd last friday im free
school is looming towards me.is that the right word to use?
surprised serene today at nandos with quite a few of us youths and young adults.
haha.she was indeed surprised(:
happy bday!!!! haha.so funny.
aaron bought her a teddy bear. she says it's her first teddy bear.haha. it's cute
home now lying in bed. crap.its 1.14am.
seriously need to sleep earlier
last day of YOG job today! and i only worked for 2 hrs instead of 5hrs.actually we are supposed to work a 8hr shift.but loads of things messed up.haha.met quite funny ppl from the army. pretty cool and interesting to talk to them
one's an alcoholic and another a grafiti artist.haha.
worked on my script for mission trip presentation.sucks man.i alws do things last minute.seriously need to step it up now that i am going to school yo!
bet it is gnna b super competitive. ok.shall not think too much about such stuff.
think my script sucks.its so disoriented. but i hope it can bless the church members.
ugh.loads going tho my mind.gnna sleep.
peri peri chicken!
had loads of chicken today.haa.
bye

2010-08-18T21:40:00.002+08:00

hihi

think this is a shopping post

wnna blog about my night safari trip

hoho.

went FEP on Sunday with Aaron.

went into this costume shop.

they sell loads of cool costumes!

just that th guy is like.. try to sweet talk the customers so they will buy from him.

i bought an awesome skirt and a pair of shoes for school (:

the skirt is really niceee! love the prints.

thought of going to the night safari for dinner since josh was working there

so we asked julia and joezer.

who came back from the island for 2 days

met josh and we had 3 free tickets into the night safari!

it was totally last minute

we went in at 930pm.

haha. so kewl!

havent been there since like 10 years ago? awesome much. saw many cute animals. we didnt go for the tram ride as we had to pay extra. but in the end we cheated and boarded the tram at another tram stop and we got to see the animals in another area that did not have any footpaths.

it was so cooling that night. thank God (:

went for driving this morning.

3 more lessons to DRIVING TEST!

excited!

but my instructor (the good one) says that i am too slow in changing lanes.

zz. i dont dare to change so quickly.

haha. went to chinatown to meet julia.

ate at the food court.

people were queueing for the yong tao foo 45 mins before they started business.

haha. crazy. but it's really nice (:

the one that doesnt sell noodles but the standard ingredients only.

went to the jewelery shop. this shop sells really antique stuff

loads of dust on some of the things. some of the accessories are like 20 years old?

haha. but the uncle is really nice. we spent an hour there.

i custom made my own bracelet with like 5 charms for like $12?

where to find! and the charms are unique.

and julia made her necklaces. we shld go back there soon.

hoho.

headed to bugis thereafter for more $10 bargains.

not too happy with my purchases. after the romper i bought didnt look nice on me. but i exchanged it for another item.

oh wells. so tired.working for the next 2 days.

need to recoup my losses.

realized i cant blog about my job for YOG because that is the 'law'

maybe after the whole thing is over. haha.

sorry for my boring blog.

i will attempt to blog with pictures.

i feel like changing website.

LOVES

2010-08-17T19:28:00.001+08:00

nice weather this morning and nice weather tonight(:
pretty bad start to my day with sucky driving lesson.i'll blame it on the instructor.hahahaha.
he ate a packet of fishball noodles while i was parking can! so damn annoyed.haha.he seriously win.
but i made quite a grave mistake by stopping on a zebra crossing bhind a bus.lol
and i was driving too fast when filterin out.haha.bad mood la.
gymmed after lesson.been soooooo long.
took my own sweet time.spent 2 hrs there.hope i can go there agn tmr.
haha.mom's cooking fish curry and im starving!
watching YOG swimming.
(:

2010-08-11T12:24:00.000+08:00

laying in front of the sofa.
yesterday was a disaster!!!!
haha.the evil
beer batterred fish
the the oil was like 10 years old.
was nauseaous after eating it
i hate vomiting.so i suppressed it all the way.
felt like crap.i knew i had t vomit it all out.
but i didnt want to.
so yea.didnt vomit.
slept frm around 9ish to 11 plus this morning
havnt had anythg to eat since then.
oh wells
worked for the YOG thing yesterday as well.haha.talk more about that soon
excited about driving test!
bye

2010-08-09T16:03:00.001+08:00

hello
my blog is getting increasingly boring
i wnna upload photo but i dont exactly have a laptop.
and i keep blogging about driving
had BBQ at my hse ytd.it was normal i suppose.usual with loads of food
school is seriously drawing nearer and nearer.
had a good driving session today.
tho i was super tired.went to bbdc driving
circuit.first time there.i dont know how my lesson came up to $78.usually its $48.does it mean public holiday and plus use circuit is more ex?
anyway, my instructor says i only hve go once.which i suppose is a good thing? whee.
rahhs.not going out today.wnna cycle or exercise or sumtg.zz
gnna nap.bye!

2010-08-08T01:55:00.001+08:00

hi
supposed t b sleeping but im blogging.
having a sorethroat.
zz.this is gnna b one amazing weekend.
aaron and i brought juls to hort park t celebrate her bday.haha
all the rest of them cldnt make it.tsk
well.we didnt exactly go to hort park.i intended t go to henderson waves but we parked at hort park.so can u imagine we walked all the way there.
2.4km.hahahahhahaha.what a joke
carrying all th food
but i guess all th walking made dinner worth it.ta paoed zi char to eat on th henderson bridge
quite nice i must say.dont mind doing it more often.
so funny.we asked this girl to help us take a photo.she couldnt.so her dad helped.then before he took the photo she automatically included herself in our the photo.
haha.so funny
then her dad scolded her after that.
haha.we didnt walk back.we took a bus and walked abit more
haha.it was like a little adventure.
hope u had fun tho it was simple julia!
okay.seems like myYOG job is totally messed up.
working ALOT less
so lesser pay.but means i can enjoy national day after all(:
God really has his way of planning.
driving test is coming soonies!!!!!!
but no car to drive.
parked aaron's car in church today.perfect parking.awesome.
tho not rly used to his car.haha.whee.
bad throat.ack.hope i wont b late for church tmr.toodles

2010-08-06T01:28:00.002+08:00

Be still and know that He is God.

hmm..

recently been praying about certain things.

but cant seem to 'hear' guess im having too many things around me

my to-do list for the week aint cleared yet

and some are like due.

zzzz. need to step it up man.

im improving in the area of my procrastination

but not good enough!

today had driving, relief teaching and then tuition

driving was good.not the instructor tho

he seriously SUCKS. really no comments.

luckily i must say i am a little street smart. plus i had 2 lessons with the main instructor which really helped me a lot and pointed out A LOT of things that had to take note of during my test.

this lousy instructor that i had tolerated for about 10 lessons is really getting on my nerves

today he really kept falling asleep untl buay pai seh.

feel like smacking him. haha. okay. that's quite bad. but i mean i pay for my lessons lor.

): but yea. my parking awesome. HAHAHA.

just that i changed lanes twice when i was not supposed to

anyway, even if i pass i dont think i can drive.

mom's car insurance is more aged 40 and above.

and dad would never let me drive his car.

oh wells. okay. working frm sun to thurs. 12 hrs a day.

woohoo

hope i make it out alive and richer.

haha. 3 more weeks to school! and hall results will be out today

super mad hungry now

keep craving for fries and chips.

watching food programmes doesnt help at all

but thankfully ive been able to keep these food at bay.

but i think the little weight i lost according the the cheapo ikea inaccurate weighing balance will be put back on this weekend.

confirm. lol. yay.

can sleep in tmr. managed to be on time for all 3 driving lessons the past 3 days.

anyway, first national day in 12 years that im not celebrating in school.

feels kinda werid.

okay. ranting loads.

goodbye!

2010-08-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

hi
haha
been sometimes since i last blogged.
a bit obsessed with bugis street for the moment
decided to go shopping there with julia today
haha.all those topshop and what not cannot be compared to that place
haha.awesome shopping paradise!!
think that is the cheapest shopping place
other than those wholesale places
shorts and tops at $10
and some are quite nice
spent $50 plus there and left with 4 new items
cld have bought more but i stopped myself.
wheeee. quite happy with purchases except with the pants that the lady scammed us.
we bargained $5 off for the 2 items only to find out the shop next door sold it at the price we bargained for. and the clothing doesnt fit well.
anyway, it was a good shopping experience (:
more soon!
okay driving on tues wed and thurs!
$$$$$$ about 3 more weeks to driving test!
excited! wnna pass!
anyway,
falling sick. BOO.

2010-07-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

haha.went for DJ BBQ on sunday night at pasir ris park.
had to walk a long distance as i took the wrong bus.
along th way, i saw ppl fishing
immediately i was reminded of my SP.
SP btw is secret pal/partner that u have assigned for u for uni camps
mine was ulti boring and uninteresting
or maybe cuz i kept

showing the i am bored face and kept playing with my phone.and i think he was pretty bored of me too.so yay.
anyway, his pasttime is fishing.woohoo.excitedness!
being nice, i asked him.
so what is th skill to fishing?he said.skill of doing nothing
WAH! so interesting! and yea.to top it all off, recently he likes listening to old hokkien songs while fishing(:
okay la.maybe im mean.maybe someone else can appreciate such things in a guy in today's age? haha.
oh wells.shld b sleeping.
i wnna upload photos of recent happenings!
like universal studios with aaron and asia pacific tchoukball championship
i suppose all camp photos are flooding facebook.
we had an awesome group photographer. no one can compare t him seriously.
im talking to myself here
bye

2010-07-26T00:54:00.002+08:00

this is great
a whole post deleted.
when i thought i cld share sumtg good with all of u.
nevermind.this will not bring me down!
will try agn tmr when i am inspired.

2010-07-25T00:22:00.002+08:00

hi
got a few minutes to blog about the two camps
haha before bernice come out of the shower
insinyur camp was the combined engine camp that i went for
was in group Dee Jay
whatever the name is,
apparently the theme is street fighter -.-
so cheenafied.
hhahaahha. whatver.
i guess my group was alright
with a some people who stand out.
i dont know why but i was nominated for best freshie girl for my group.
like WHAT?!!
i barely talked much and was emo for no reason and was always usually the first person to sleep lor. haha.
i went for the 'audition'. obviously some other girl got it la.
but it was funny.
i think i enjoyed the amazing race the most
haha. no sand plus lots of running = make me feel fit?
haha. during the camp, and also during crusade camp quite a lot of ppl ask me
are u are sporty person? or. u look very sporty
i could only laugh because i am NOT sporty.
HELLO? haha. i think i was quite smart to fool everyone with those badminton tshirts.
HAHAHHAHA.
in the end i could only manage to say i used to be sporty cuz if not i would be lying.
hahaha. so i guess i need to keep up my image?
exercise starts next week yo.
initiation night was crazy
thankfully i got a break when i went to the toilet and cld remove my blindfold for that few minutes.
when i looked in the mirror i loooked like crap. didnt even dare look for long.
all the chilli sauce and milo or whatever it was and UGH.
i thought we played for like 2 hrs max. in th end, i realized we played for almost 5 hours blindfolded!
we had tug of war, which we found out in the end we were pulling a tree, trust fall, 'swimming' on a ground sheet of milo and some mysterious noodle things, some funny animal calling game where we had to find our lost sheep.
in the process, we had curry sauce, chilli sauce, toothpaste, flour, camo cream which they said was aloe vera gel, marker ink etc. but i heard it was less torturous than the previous year. but ours was dragged for like super long.-.-
had to wait for almost every activity during the game
zzzzzz. like for fright night as well.
okay. will continue tmr.
DJ BBQ tmr. haha. so onz this group.
okay. byee

2010-07-23T00:07:00.001+08:00

"do not be anxious about anything,but everything by prayer and supplication, let your requests be made knows to God.and the peace of God,which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.Finally brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable,if there is any excellence,if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. what you have learned and received and heard and seen in me-practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you."
phil 4:4-9

hi all, back from both insinyur and campus crusade camp.both were very different and had different focuses.i had little expectations of the campus crusade camp.but God did not disappoint and taught me many valuable lesson that i cld bring back.indeed God is good(:
will post about the camps over the weekend.off to catch some Zs.

i tried my best.leave the rest to God.

2010-07-11T15:08:00.000+08:00

sundayy
blogging before i start tuition
i am dead tired
camp tmr.helllpppppp.
pray i survive thanks.

2010-07-09T00:50:00.003+08:00

hey!
finally get to use a computer
hoho.
anyway, been keeping up with my bible readings.
tho there were a few days where i scanned through the passages and re-read them the next day.
so far so good. been journalling too.
haha. anyway,
went to work the toys r us job on tuesday night. woohoo
hahaha.
it was quite an interesting experience.
counted counted counted...was at the boys section.
then there was supper provided.
which we all wolfed down at around 1am
haha. i think i only made ONE friend that night.
haha. was rather tired that night thus anti social.
reached home at around 2.30am.
watched some soccer and crashed.
received a call the following morning to go for relief teaching!
dragged myself to school.
today i had to teach... PE!
of all days i chose today to wear a dress and those evil wedges i had to teach PE!!!!
gosh!
anyway, most PE teachers there are ladies who are not PE trained.
can tell. haha.
so the first class of PE i asked them to play with the hoola hoops and all hell broke loose! CRAZYYYYYY!
screaming all over.
gosh. wonder what the other teacher in the hall thought of me.
had to quickly gather them back.
the 2nd class was better as they know me so it was easier to control them.
and i learnt my lesson not to just throw them the hoola hoops and go play.
made a simple obstacle course which they thoroughly enjoyed.
hahaha
the rest of the lessons were alright.
always end up finishing the stuff i have to go through/teach them earlier than planned.
guess there is something wrong with my technique.
end up always having to ask them to do their own things/bring them for early recess/try to drag the lesson. tsk.
not good.
oh wells.
tmr another day.
no relief teaching for 2 weeks!
monday teaching chinese at a secondary school.
HARHAR.
need to go and revise over the weekends.
thank God for job opportunities.
one more new job next mth.
weird. people stop working in july/aug to ready for school i START working.
zzzzz.
need to get some exercise seriously.
"turning into a ball" quote bernice.

2010-07-05T01:29:00.000+08:00

hi ho!
sunday has passed(: whee
busy busy weekend
i just hope i wont fall sick.
next few days will b quite hectic also
hmm..
hope i get to relief teach for the whole of next week(:
then for 2 weeks i'll b at orientation for EEE and crusade.hope all will go well(:
anyway no exercise this week except badmntn on tues.
sigh.gnna turn into a ball
hope orientation will help me t lose some weight
ok.me v tired nao.
going somewhere nice tmr
PRAY IT DOESNT RAIN PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE
bye

2010-06-29T14:39:00.000+08:00

hiiiii
yay.finally got to do relief teaching for a dayyyyyyyyy!! just one day so far.hope they call me $.$
haha.had to wake up at normal school time.feeling so drained now.
big difference between some classes
some were like seriously obedient.
some were like ): oh wells.haha.
i wasnt informed i had to fetch my class from the hall as i was teaching their first
lesson.
so i left them there until a girl came looking for me.hahhhahha.feel so retarded.
by the time they reached class, lesson was like over.haha.
like seriously tired now
waiting for warner to come so i can gve tuition.
zzzzzz.
FTT later and then badmntn at night.these few days hve indeed been productive.
off to study more for FTT.
lovess

2010-06-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiii
today is sunday
feeliing really sleepy now.
studying for FTT
or u can say re studying for FTT
lol. feel like sucha looser.
haha
better check the website later again to make sure i didnt mess up the dates
i wnna pass soon yo
dad is back from europe.he bought things for my mom and sister but not MEEEE.
SAD
oh wells.
i am now warner's tutor for a mth.
hahaha it's going to be interesting.
but i think marking his work is quite fun
lol
went for free buffet today last minute with aaron
at swissotel merchant court
been sometime since i went for buffet.
filled with singaporeans.
lol. quite scary. like they chiong for the expensive food. haha.
ate till i almost exploded.
i managed to make aaron eat one small mouthful of durian puree
awesome. hahahahah. dont ask me how i did it.
i just did (:
now im starting to get hungry.
healthcheck up tmr in my new sch.
went to search for directions.hope i dont get lost.
then to JJ to collect graduation cert. lol
life is good. didnt spend any money today apart from offering.
haha.
no exercise input this week. serious FAIL.
this week hopefully.ohhh..
watched karate kid last night with my mom, sister and warner
haha. sometimes it is nice to watch movies in a crowded cinema, sometimes it's not.
u get to experience the atmosphere when everyone laughs at the funny parts.
but it gets noisy too with kids.
haha. dre (karate kid) is rather cute! he can dance and fight! haha. tho that may be fake.
okay.
have fun at school kiddos!
i kinda dread orientation.zzzz
bye

2010-06-26T12:00:00.001+08:00

yoz.
realized i cannot post using safari browser.
so using opera now
me is laptop-less.feel so sad
haha. but that gives me more to do other things.
like not rush QT.Woohoo.
still lying in bed.wish i could sleep summore.
should i wait for uni to start and buy a laptop or just buy soon? isthe price
difference a lot?
anyway, i have a giant letters to
juliet poster.any takers? its like those that they put up in cinemas.haha
ah.just random ranting here. yesterday wasnt a very good day for me.but it's over and today is a brand new day.will work hard this weekend.
so far i havent been too slack since wednesday.well done.just need t get some exercise in my system.
on a foodie note, had NIE chinese meegoreng.seriously awesommmeeeeeee!!!!!! generous with ingredients and its spicehhhh! stomach is rumbling as i speak.everyone should try yo!
i have a big jar of sticky and percy pig tails!
i am craving for mint kitkat.best chocolate snack after toffee etts.
okay.stomach is calling out to me
last meal was 12 hrs ago.
have a fantastic weekend my 10 readers.
haha.
byee

2010-06-25T02:09:00.002+08:00

hello.
didnt go for the F&B interview at the zoo. haha.
too lazzzyyy. and some other company called me.
i applied for too many jobs thus i cant remember which job is which.
zz. wanted to go for the events one. but the interview is at aljunide(whatever the spelling is) so to me that is far and i am not going to go. but the job is only 2 days which is good for lazy me.
oh wells.
i have decided to go for the YOG one that i found today. it's 5 days in august. hope there wont be any uni stuff. going on. at least this job has a fairly decent pay. zzz. why are the orientation camps so long anyway? boo. not really looking forward to the EEE one.
today went for the TOYS R US job. haha. told u i applied for many jobs. haha. it's retarded. dont know why i agreed to take up this job anyway.seriously pathetic pay! but it's only for one day. until like 2am. stock taking. yea. go ahead and laugh at me. at that time i was really bored and desperate for a job. haha. today was the training. we learned to count stocks! HAHAHAHAH.
i feel like a looser. but it's quite interesting to see how such big departmental stores function. like apparently they find dead rats or used diapers at the back of store shelves. grossssss.
haha. the mid year stock take is really simple i guess.unless if im unlucky and get those shelves with small items. happy counting to me. i predict i will be a lonely soul and bored to death(:
shall search for more interesting jobs tmr.
haha. watched toy story 3 today!
it was a last minute thing. had to go for the 3D one. no choice): $11 byeeeeeee
not much 3D effects honestly. think the advertisements had more 3D than the shows itself. lol.
it just made the toys much cuter.
turns out the cute purple bear is EVIL! >:(
shucks i cannot rmb some parts of the story. haha. some toys were reallyyyy cuteee!
suntec city is really empty during weekdays.
weekends are coming!going to be a busy one. gotta play guitar again.
not that im complaining exactly.
i just feel that im not good enough. but then im not doing anything to improve. argh. wonder if im cut out for guitar playing.
alrights. still gotta clear stuff from this laptop.
gotta return it tmr.
sobs.
feeling tired. it's 2.31am. gosh.
one thing to brighten me up.
im going to universal studios on the 5th july? yay?
haha. till next time.
loves

2010-06-23T02:51:00.003+08:00

it's 2:51am.
haha. seriously should be sleeping.
hung around online trying to update my phone.
but cant ):
this laptop is leaving me this week!
time to buy my very own laptop.
haha. dont really know what is good.
anyway, it was only tonight that i decided to start afresh with God
it's been too long. dont know what was holding me back also. but maybe i do la. but yea. i guess typing it here may help me to be abit more accountable in a sense.
started my one year bible plan and also with journalling. zzz. SEEEERRRIOOUSSSLYYYY.
i need to journal like properly. i cannot deny that one of the greatest times i had during trackers was the journaling process that helped me to bring my communication with God to a higher level. tho i know im the kind who doesnt really like to read back on my entries after a long time. esp about the bad stuff. dont like to be reminded. haha. and of course, i know myself that my journal entries is an accurate indicator to help me gauge my walk with God.
yeayea. i know MANY people try to complete reading the bible in a year and fail.
but i am going to try. i do want to immerse myself in the word, where i get my foundations right with God.
it's not going to be easy. but i cannot just put God aside after all the amazing things He has done in my life.so i will work hard for my faith.
i am not perfect and there are many things which i want to do in life, in church, in my family, for myself.
but i know i have to take it one step at a time. and of course. not to procrastinate.
the ONE outing has given me much hope in things for the future.
i need to hang on to that.
haha. ahyia. think it's me being emo at night again.
off to bed.
i will make the rest of this week productive.
byee

2010-06-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

me feels tireddd):
didnt go for badminton just now
rahhs.
will have to make up for it with some other form of exercise.
running maybe.
dont really like the new shoes. zzz.
back from church camp in batam.
i am just thankful for the affirmations that i received during the past 2-3 days.
not only from my cell group during our 2hr meeting on the last night till 1230am.
seriously draining. haha. and we were feeding the mozzies.
but also affirmation from my church camp group.
haha. seriously had a lot of oldies.
like the oldest was 61? gosh. hahaha.
but i guess it was one of the first time i got to hear from the older members of the church and understand their way of seeing things.
really encouraged.
people who only knew me for 2 days said some really encouraging words to me and to me that was God's way of affirming me.
they said i was brave etc. haha. i guess they are quite experienced in life and have many long stories to tell. haha.
anyway,
now that 6mths have passed, i look back and with the affirmation from the people around me,
i have done quite a few things i never imagined i would have done 6 mths ago.
i dont wish to be praising myself here.
but anyway, i thank God for seeing me through and providing me with the opportunities to do the things i did.
i guess i can say i did what i wanted for my long holiday.
which was to do God's work.
2 more mths till sch starts.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......
eeps.. any idea how do i start studying?
haha
anyway, we won free tickets to letters to juliet!
yay to free movies!
haha. those 8 day competitions.
but collecting it is a real chore.
anyyywaaayyy... was looking for jobs in the newspapers just now. one job said. "holiday job for students.. sms xxxxx.." so i did. STUPID. it was the SAME MLM company.
SERIOUSLY!!!!!!! second time already. they should close down the place. haha. i mean.. the guy barely gave me details and asked me to go down for interview tmr -..-
sorry.. but i cannot trust u.booo ):
haha. on the brighter side, a primary sch smsed me for relief teaching.
hope i get to teach on some days in july.
i really wnna try this teaching thing out.
FTT driving test next tuesday. i hope i dont fail. haha. back to grey's marathon!

met up with natasha jolyn and sharron on thurs.
went to eat at the korean place beside udders at bukit timah.
the kimchi pancake is super yummmyy!
not really a kimchi person but it was seriously great.
plus there are 13 small sides regardless of what u order.
relieving the jc days. haha. not much to reminisce also.
alright.
goodbye!

2010-06-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

coffee and chocolate. cant rmb the actual name.it's really quite nice. but $7++ for sucha small cup isnt very worth it.

english breakfast set. bread, baked beans, tomato, sausage, eggs, potatoes and mushrooms. good ol' english. but it's a whopping $22++ haha. but it's good too(: bread is thick, toasty and fluffy. eggs were greaatttttt!!! mushrooms were a little too small in my opinion. potatoes had a crouton taste. haha. big enough portion to share(:

fep's slice. eh. it's milk shaved ice with strawberry sauce and strawberries. okay. $4.50.

my new shoessss!!! was quite sad and grumpy that i havent bought anything all day in town. so when i saw wedges, i knew i had to buy!! never really was an open toe shoe kinda person. but i guess it's good to have a change.looks much nicer in real.and comfy too! best of all, it's $26. cant exactly bear to part with more than $30 for a pair of shoes yet.

went to town today with aaron
like finallyyyyyyyyyy..
ate at wild honey at mandarin gallery
it's really quite nice there.
good for special occasions.
went there as we hardly get a chance to eat in town.
no special occasion tho.
a bit pricey so better for special occasions.
they have 17 types of bfast if im not wrong.
all day longggggg.
tried to use the $50 epicentre voucher but failed.
no nice iphone accessories that i wanted was available.
boooooo.
anyway not worth buying anymore covers because i already have so many
and epicenter's stuff are overpriced.
the hellolulu laptop bag caught my eye.
it's so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i want oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
wait till i buy a laptop for sch first.
anyways, got the ntu thing.
zz. still fearful of the course.
help.
maybe buying guitar tmr. maybe.
loves

2010-06-12T20:06:00.002+08:00

i'm back from my food retreat.
HAHAHHAA.
kidding.
leaders planning retreat
we did quite a fair bit of planning.
really quite a lot of hard work goes into it.
made quite a few exciting plans
hope they all come to be realized.
so exciting(:
esp the ones for this year.
watch out for them!
haha. we stayed at The Navigators which is a place for hosting missionaries
ulu place in the east
we all shared an apartment.
it was very well equipped.
microwave, toaster, oven, washing machine, computer etc.
haha. had loads of good food.
why are all the nice food in the east?
had chicken rice for lunch,
nutella tart from everything with fries and tau kua pao for tea
TAU KUA PAO IS AWESOMEEEEE!
firstly i lovee toufu-y things
and so tau kua with stuffings of egg and i dont know what else plus the sauce is da bombs
seriously
AAAHHHHH..
dinner was supposed to be dim sum at 126 geylang
but went to have arnold's at city plaza
they use fresh chicken apparently
it wasnt too bad.
and city plaza is also the place for wholesale clothing! it's like thailand/malaysia. haha.
lalalala.
bfast today was some tok kong noodles or sumtg like that
which was actually fishball noodles.
pretty alright.
lunch was at city square mall
had kichi kichi
it's steamboat!
u will have your own little hotpot

and food goes along the conveyor belt! dont have to leave your seat. wheeee!

i chose the mushroom base, which is their specialty. it's niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

all you can eat steamboat buffet!

the hotplate thing which heats up the soup

i ate till i exploded.
hahahhaa.
worse thing was i was having gastric.
but it helped me to digest the food quickly.
the food is rather nice and fresh.
and u wont have overload of fishballs unlike some steamboat place i went with my family near bugis
soup is tasty and u can have your own pot!
dont have to comprise what soup base u like.
i want to go back there again!
but it's like at farrer park-.-
city square mall is hugeeeee anyway.
ah. okay.
feeling quite happy now.
managed 3 worship sessions for the retreat.
it all went quite smoothly.
praise God.
watched grey's when i came home
now im hungry againnnnnnn!!!!
have a great weekend everyone!
so far im totally free next week(:
LOVESS! <3

2010-06-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

hi!
zz. sucks to be thinking that if our plans actually succeeded, we wld be gg to genting tmr morning.
and what's worse.. ARGH. nvm. shant mention here
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
oh wells.
anyway, rewind to saturday.
went to play badminton after church after like 1 year or so?
zzzzzzzz..
slow like some snail.
heavy like some pig.
legs were like rocks. couldnt move.
FAIL. but at least my strokes were there.
not totally gone.
sigh. shld consider gg back for regular training.
after 2 sets of footwork, my legs had turned jelly.
haha. what was worse was that about 2hrs into training,
i had this queasy, pukey feeling.
ended up vomiting all my dinner out plus half a bottle of h20.
real nice. last vomiting saga was meepok now it's wanton mee.
great.
haha. ended the day feeling like crap. having aching muscles didnt help either.
PLUS. was gg to stand for 9 hrs selling facial wash the next day):
NOT A GOOD IDEA.
it was a new experience for me doing this promoter thing.
extremely tiring but the sense of satisfaction is there when ppl buy from you.
didnt manage to hit my target to get the commission tho it was quite crowded at wastons.
oh wells.
standing beside the small tv that plays the silly extended gatsby advertisement caused me to go to bed with the song stuck in my mind. haha.
honestly think the ad is stupid.
suppered with not only tauhuay but also ramen at the stall beside tau huay. haha.
the day ended with me feeling COMPLETELY battered.
feet hurt, and my whole back felt like it was pounded a hundred times over.
haha.
went to church to figure out the dance for the ONE outing.
HARHAR.
had cheesemushroom prata after a super long time and i mean REALLY long time.
it tasted really awesome. no words can describe it. haha(:
so tired and bored.
saw a potential job in the papers. shall see how it goes.
goodbye

2010-06-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

finally watched STAC2
it didnt not amaze me. not very nice.
oh wells.
still jobless.
think i will start working in july. since im rather busy in june.
hmm..
anyone has a job to offer me?
but i guess what serene says is true.
u will have all the time to work in the future. so yea.
haha. i will heed her advice and relax
was clearing my drawer and i chanced upon my sec 1 creative journal.
seriously wrote a lot of crap in there.haha.
I cant believe those were written by me.
anyway, next week is havoc week.
i have some crazy ideas in mind.
WOOHOO.
really have a serious craving for macs now.
goodbye.

2010-05-31T01:56:00.004+08:00

2am. rahhs. shld be sleeping.
just dont have the mood for anything now.
bad bad weekend. made some wrong choices which led to many unhappy people
i know i shldnt be saying this but i hate myself right now.
okay. wait. really shldnt have typed that cuz im insulting God who made me.
but really disappointed with myself, whatever has happened etc.
i need to change.
yet i am afraid. afraid that i will fail again.
seriously this is bad.
bad weekend. bad. bad bad. cannot see the light.
if only things would go a certain way. but it wont. it wont. this is going to cost me $$, my and other people's emotions.

in other news,
i finally went running with my new shoes this morning
short 20 min run but was pretty much wiped out after that.
i hope to run more this june instead of swim cuz im guess the pools will be infested with kids.
haha. and running is free where as swimming i have to pay for entrance and locker. but i get to shower.
but traveling to the pool is a challenge.
anyway, everyone should exercise!
had ONE camp meeting today.
it was quite fun.anyway, still feeling depressed.havent felt so sad in a long time
shall go do QT.
hope this week i can find a job of some kind.
ugh.

2010-05-29T12:02:00.002+08:00

i dont know what to say anymore
off to bury my face somewhere.
bad day to me.

2010-05-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

hello
i would say today is a good day (:
i woke up at 1230. hahahhaa.
dont get mad at me all you who are working/studying!
haha. i dont really like it that i wake up so late because it's a serious waste of timeee!
woke up early yesterday tho for driving (:
anyway, went to queensway.
had curry chicken rice.
first time im actually eating one portion on my own.
though in my mind i was like nnooooo... i cannot eat this!!!!!!
but i had to choose between macs and curry chicken..
hmm.. not much diff also.
went to walk around.
ended up buying a new pair of running shoes!
saw a pair i liked. usually the design comes to mind first.
then whether it's comfortable.
it was like $182. at all the shops..
then when i asked for the actual price, the guy charged me $138. :O
that's like a lot of price difference compared to what was quoted on the price tag.
anyway, i like my shoes a lot as well as the new shoe bag. wheeee!
i WILL go for a run this week.
headed to ikea to buy some stuff.
saw this photoframe that you can spin to change the photos. there wasnt any price tag.
but i took it.
turns out, it costs $19.90. )))))))))):
ikea photoframe $19.90? sigh. i will use it until it falls apart.
haha. got some inspiration from an art piece i saw in ikea. i shall make it myself.
see how it works out (:
so anyway, im $200 poorer. but i happy.
went swimming too. managed 20 continuous laps.
kids learning swimming alws irritate me to a certain extent cuz they take up so much space.
kids learning swimming swimming backstroke irritated me more.
haha. cuz they dont even know where they are going they just swim.
oh wells. better than no exercise(:
exercise awayyyyy!!!
oh. and i had my first prata yesterday in WEEKS.
it didnt taste nice. unhealthiness wasted. haha.
loves

2010-05-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

hello
going to have caught up with GG after watching the latest ep later.
cannot seem to find a working link for grey's last 2 eps of season 2!
haha. yea. that's my life.
watching shows.
but im thankful to God that i have a few opportunities to explore what is out there to gain experiences and learn new ideas that can help the ministry.
i will be going for the 30hr famine. helping out as a facilitator.
haha. many this 30hr diet may be good for me.
hahaha. okay. kidding.
first time fasting like that. wonder how it would be like.
also going for the mission trip in july to chinaaaa
gg to travel agn.
6 countries in 6 mths.
HAHAH.
that is if another trip goes as planned in june apart from ONE outing.
haha. talking about church.
there was quite a bit of drama in church today during the Q&A session about the church extension project.
some of them were quite angry and stuff. to be continued..
went for lunch with jialong and joezer at subway.
pleasant times.
driving tmr morning.
9am. i hope i wont be late.
then hopefully gym after that.
must.exercise.consistently.
goodbye.

2010-05-23T01:22:00.003+08:00

at the maze at leed's castle. took a while to get to the middle. which is an elevated platform. there u can see the rest of the people getting lost in the maze. haha.

below the elevated platform is a secret passage that brings you to the main entrance of the maze. rather than finding your way out through the maze. haha. quite pretty inside (:

the castle from behind

front view of the castle

the moat around the castle.very beautiful scenery.

below are pictures from buxton. i think it was my fav place. very peaceful (:

park surroundings.

at the garden

there are little shops nearby.

alright. those were a few more pictures. more when i feel like it.
miss uk. miss the weather there.
singapore is seriously HOT.
aircon spoiled at home. BOOOO):
oh wells.anyway, managed a swim yesterday.
my first exercise this week.
it was super rushed.
but happy that i manged to exercise and i could swim a proper lap without being kicked.
i hope to have at least one gym session this week.
went to eat at shuang chu just now.
FFFFFAAAaTTTTSSSSSSSSSSS
then we all went for movie at lot1.
shrek forever after!!!
SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
shrek 1&2 were good.
shrek 3 wasnt good in my opinion.
but this one was funnnyyyy!!!
aaron laughed the most and the loudest.
haha. it's a good movie. i highly recommend it(:
alright. church tmr.
many things coming up in june.
i dont think anyone will want to hire me.
haha. but i need $$ to survive!!
oh. and i may be staying in uni hall with....
julia!ahahha. joke. she can bring her maid like once a week to help us clean.
hohohoho. i think uni life will be interesting.
LOVES

2010-05-19T22:39:00.003+08:00

hello.
still lazy to post photos from my trip
today i felt extremely lazy/weak.
sigh.
didnt feel well so i slept arnd 10 plus ytd.
work up at 2 plus.
was wide awake until about 5. sigh. i know.
went back to sleep and woke up at 12.
this is not fun anymore.
my sleeping times are really messed up
):
may is almost over. i need a job.
anyway, went to watch robin hood yesterday. boooo. i dont like.
and julia bought me a gift. i wonder what for.
but anyway, thankssss. i need another at least another 7 ear holes to wear all earrings.
harhar. bought sandals frm f21 that were only $11!
so cheap! and they were quite nicee.
but after wearing them today.. quality not v good.haha. ahyia. what should i expect anyway.
oh wells.
driving on friday. i cannot wait. i think i forgot how to parallel park already.
waste $$.
feeling weak/tired still.
goodbye.

2010-05-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

i am joblessssssssssss
have been since last week actually.
the funny thing is i didnt even know about.
anyway, whatever.
me is jobless.
happily jobless. just that i didnt get to say bye to my colleagues
but the girl is quitting this week anyway.
haha. no more rolling in my chair over to disturb jeremy and ronald
jeremy actually gives quite good exercising tips. and i never did manage to get down to doing downstairs to take a look around the workshop.
fail.
oh wells.
today i woke up at 2.30pm.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAA.
i am a slob.
went to have very yummy kuay teow goreng at 4ish with aaron.
this is one dish that never disappoints.
i havent had prata in weeks):
have been bumming around all day watching grey's anatomy.
eating a grape fruit sherbet from M&S.
apparently my sis says they arent sold in spore anymore.
so they are all MINEEEE.
feels like M&S uk puts more sugar in their sweets.
first the percy pigs and friends were super sweet.
and now the sherbets taste extremely sweet too.
juliaaa.i bought the caramel biscuits. i have opened them.
hope i still have them to bring on friday.
okay.
pignick tmr.
YAY. perks of being jobless.
hope to go swimming tmr evening.the pool is super clean on tuesdays cuz they clean them on mondays.
SUPER extremely dirty on weekends. felt so disgusted when i went there on saturday.
SUPER crowded in the pool.no place to swim a proper lap.
shall avoid that place on weekends.
EXERCISE!

2010-05-15T07:17:00.003+08:00

havent been able to get ANY sleep.
it's 7:17am.
it's terrible. was wide awake the whole night.
it really made me think about lots of stupid things.
i felt fearful. the feeling of being alone, failure, rejection etc.
it's that helpless feeling.
decided to get up and journal since i couldnt really pray without more negative thoughts getting into my head.
i wonder if these thoughts are for real or just only when im feeling tired and stressed.
journaled a long prayer to God.
i know it's not really right to dump everythg on Him.
but i felt really desperate for someone to hear me out.
i feel better after writing it all out.
tonight, one thing i have learnt is that God can very well easily take away the things that He has given u and u have taken forgranted of. felt really scared.
im glad my faith in God has helped me through the journalling because as i wrote, the things i learned about God came back to me slowly which gave me confidence in the almighty one.
His plans for me are PERFECT, He always thinks of me and He never puts me through what i cannot bear.
yup.
hmm..wonder if i should go to bed now.
at 730. all that's in my mind is the tea reception for the engineering course later.
i dont feel like going. but i hope that God will reveal something to me during the talk.
i should not doubt God's plans for me because He does not make any mistakes.
give me the strength God.

2010-05-15T04:22:00.002+08:00

guess it was the super long sleep last night and now im wide awake.
just many thoughts running through my mind.
feeling sick doesnt really help either.
sigh.
alws feel emo when i cannot sleep late at night.
then when i wake up it's alright again.
oh wells.
dont feel like sleeping.
loads of emo thoughts running through my head.
should stop typing and start praying. byeee!

2010-05-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

hello!
i didnt go to work today agn.
decided i needed another day of rest.
still dont feel completely well.
sigh.
maybe one last dose of panadol will do the trick.
didnt take any today.
oh wells.
bummed arnd at home before heading to CHIJMES for dinner with some of my extended family members for my grandmother's birthday dinner!
lei restaurant.
the food there is GREAAATTTTT.
everythg is niceee.
thankfully i didnt eat anythg the whole day except one cup of yogurt and one guava.
i guess staying at home really helps me to eat less because there is nothing to eat at home
haha.
seriously trying to cut down on food intake and exercise more.
after dinner went to meet a few ppl and GEORGE for supper.
we met at alif.
it was a big temptation to fight seeing prata in front of me. haha i didnt eat!
so sad he is gg back to uk tmr.
didnt manage to catch him cuz i was away last week.
he is just as funny as before.
so cool. haha.
alrightos.
i guess it's time for me to sleep.
i slept for 15hrs last night. HAHAHA.
wheeee.
anyway, im happy i made some good buys in uk.
like the l'occitane hand cream i bought for my mom cuz my aunt said it's good.
yea. it's that brand which i never dare to step in the shop cuz i know the stuff are ex.
bought this cream that smells like lemon and doesnt leave a sticky feeling after using it.
bought it for about $24 plus. and my mom said they sell it at $30 plus in singapore.
yay!
and the longchamp bag i bought was WAYYYYYYYYY cheaper in uk too.
but i guess u spend $1000++ airticket there..
the $$ u save is not really worth it afterall.
anyway, im not going to shop until the great singapore sales starts. hehe.
i didnt shop for mths when i came back frm BKK.
i can do it now too! anyway i dont buy much in singapore.
and btw. things in bkk may be cheap but quality is ):
colour of 2 pairs of shoes have faded after wearing less than 3 times.
it's like patches now.so ugly.
hmm.. will think twice next time i buy.
okay. bye!

2010-05-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

hi
photo post another day.
fell sick today. BOOOOO
had a sorethroat yesterday.
this morning woke up feeling horrible.
so i didnt go to work.
slept summore and woke up at 12.
saw that HBO was showing Fireproof.
i heard that it's a christian based movie and it's good.
so i decided to watch it tho i was feeling real hungry.
it's an amazing movie
very simple, but it speaks volumes of God's love.
and how His love can really move mountains and change people.
i didnt leave the sofa for the whole 1hr45mins.
not forgetting it was a really touching show as well.
and if im not wrong, the first movie that made me tear.
hahaha.
made a mushroom omelette with the mushroom that my aunt bought from uk.
yea. she bought mushrooms.
haha. the big round white kinds.
really nice. just like those u find for English breakfast (:
fry them with butter.
whee!
amazingly, after eating, the sorethroat was gone.
went to the polyclinic but i was late by 10 mins and it was closed):
oh wells. so i didnt see the doc.
having a bad cold now.
guess im going back to sleep agn.
shall leave the island creamery my sister bought till when i get better.
looking forward to the weekends
bye

2010-05-11T09:35:00.002+08:00

hiee.
at work.
sian. found out my aunt only start work tmr. then why i so stupid go today ):
plus there is nothing to do AGAIN.
they were supposed to find things for me to do.
oh wells. decided to blog because the mouseS suck.
annoyed so cant really do much on the compt.
didnt bring my laptop. booo
so tired.
shall attempt to take a nap
only had 4 hrs of sleep.
shall blog about my trip since i have time.
think it will b boring for some of u.
but i just wnna recollect my trip.
haha. so too bad ):

day 0
headed t the airport.
saw quite a few familar faces at there.
there was like a bunch of south view teachers going on a trip.
so cool!
anyway, popped onto the plane to dubai then to manchester.
reached there about 7ish.
tapaoed dinner, ate and slept.
had 3 pillows and thick blankets.
what i love about hotels (:

day 1
took a train to manchester piccadilly which is like the main shopping area?
it's quite interesting.
u have to press the button outside the door of the train to open it. but i guess cuz this is not the tube and there are lesser passengers.
uk's train system is quite complex. but i guess it's bc they have a large population.
there are like many many train companies. which explains some case studies we did for econs that were uk related. harhar.
i more or less chionged my shopping in manchester.
so stressed.
it was a sunday.
and on sundays the shops open late and close early. like 5?
sobs.i rushed frm shop to shop.
carring all the heavy shopping bags.
wished i had mre time there.
all because of stupid marks and spencers.
spent too much time there with my aunt.
anyway, M&S is so huge they have a whole building to themselves.
at least 3/4 storeys.
was exhausted after that day.

day 2
nth much. was quite grumpy cuz i wanted to go back to manchester piccadilly.
left manchester for buxton.
had lunch at a local pub.
ppl there drink a lot.
pubs everywhere.
but this was a bit family oriented.
it was very traditonal. niceee. felt cosy.
food was cheap.
the brownie and ice cream we had was slurps.
warm moist brownie with strawberry ice cream. whee!
by the time we reached buxton, it was pretty late.
it was 8 plus when we took a walk at the town.
totally empty.
had indian food for dinner

day 3
shopped alone in buxton. again, i chionged the shops
made me very stressed >:(
had lunch alone at a park.
that was the best time i had during my trip i think.
it was just so peaceful and the surroundings were beautiful.
the time spent alone was nice cuz i cld do whatever i wanted and go into which ever shop i wanted and spend as much time as i wanted there (:
left buxton for somewhere.
i dont know what is the place called.
the place for the conference.
we went there a day earlier.
went to a huge mall.H&M and NEW look there were side by side.
the excitement i had within me was unexplainable.
i wanted to scream.
hahahaha. retarded. the shops had 2 floors each and it was amazing!
NEW look is pretty cool as they carry clothes frm other smaller brands as well.
but anyway, shopping there is quite troublesome cuz i make it a point to try the clothes so i will not make lousy buys. but the fact that it was winter/spring = layers of clothes = VERY TROUBLESOME.
ugh. waste precious time.
but the ppl working at the stores are very nice and they will gladly tell u to inform them if u need other sizes etc.
and i have to add the exchange policy there is so much better than compared to singapore.
the time period for exchange minimum is like 28days and some up to 90days
for some, u can exchange even after u have removed the tag and washed the garmet.
i think this is very goooooooooood.
and same for stuff bought frm online stores too. but bc the stores are uk i suppose.
anyway, for dinner, we settled for cupnoodles and instant oat.
save $$ and stomach space.

day 5
conference.
attended the compEx conference that is this training thing for engineers in uk.
they have quite a lot of centres in uk and one in asia, singapore.
so yea they gather once a year to discuss etc.
a person frm the conference approached me and we chatted about compEx tho i dont know much about it. think i managed to pass off as quite interested and a bit knowledgeable. haha. pleased with myself.
im on my way to climbing to the top! haha crazy.
anyway, had formal dinner that time.
free flow bar. cools. but i didnt have much.
escaped to the comfort of my bed and tv after the dinner lest anymore ppl would come and approach me.
uk tv is cool. i like.

day 6
another morning of conference.
i was more interested in the food that they were bring out towards the end.
the fried food smell in the aircon room was really tempting.
left for london.
crazy 4hrs drive.
stopped after an hr or so for a break along the motorway.
went to bluewater's shopping centre.
biggest in europe
didnt manage to explore much as i only had an hr there.
totally not enough time. what a waste.
but was too exhausted to shop and try clothes.
dinner at harvester! good ol' English food.
prices were reasonable.
popped into hotel in Croydon, south london.
had to share a double bed with my aunt.
HELP.

day 7
sightseeing day!
went to leed's castle.
very beautiful too! quite a lot of flowers.
spring is here!
the castle was pretty interesting and not too much information overload.
but i think we spent too much time there. booo.
drove somemore to a train station and we took a train to central london!!!
WHEEEE!
hopped on and off the tube.
it's like mrt x50?
haha.
so cool. visited oxford street. piccadilly, etc.
it was like monopoly coming alive for me.
hahaha.
oxford street had many many many shops too.
but i didnt buy much.
too tired and no time.
booooo. visited some market. quite interesting.
they had david and goliath there! but i tee is like S$40 ):
paperchase is so much cheaper there. booooooo
sigh. shops started to close.
amelia was sad. but it was quite bustling in london as it was friday night. clubbing etc.
it was freezing as it was quite windy and there were girls in short dresses + stockings? not even leggings for some.
brrrrrrrrr...
had dinner at a good chinese restaurant.
i missed chinese food. heh.
on portion of white rice, which serves 2 ppl cost S$4.60. CRAZY.
we ordered dishes for the 3 of us. S$120+. haha.
ate at cheenatown.
we were tired. by the time dinner was done it was like 10 plus.
but sally was not ready to let us go.
she brought us to some other station.
to see the london eye and big ben!
i was so excited!!!!!! as we walked closer, i was like getting more and more excited.
it was so beautiful!
it was arnd 12 when we walking towards big ben and it chimed. totally cool.
hahar. missed the last train.
so sally's husband came to send us back.
by the time we got back, 1am plus. hahaha.
my aunt said it was the first time she was out so late in a really long time. she felt weird.
haha. wheeeee. was tired but happy (:

day 8
went to a chinese supermarket nearby
it's like a wholesale centre. ppl who own chinese restaurants will buy their stuff there.
not only chinese food but japanese and even thai.
they sold the prima food packs for singapore food like chilli crabs.
they sold durians too! like S$14/kg.
i dont know how they sell it in singapore. but i sure do know that is expensive.
hahaha.
time to go home!
airport. chionged the duty free also.
hahahha. i spent like S$200 in like 40 mins i think.
and i had quite a lot more left.
shld have bought more the previous few days ):
flight back wasnt very good.
felt real sick on the flight to dubai.
horrible feeling.
legs started to feel numb/pain cuz i didnt stretch much.
dubai to spore was alright.
super cramped.
watched grey's anatomy on the plane
a few seasons dwn frm where i was watching initially.
and 2 main characters DIED in one ep.
i was very depressed. like i was honestly sad.
sigh. and i watched some family guy.
haha. it's funny!
was happy to be home (:

alrightos.
think many of u are bored.
will do one more post of my trip with more photos maybe later today and some reflection thingie?
gahhs. it's only 1037 at work.
need to do something about this job of mine.
goodbye!

2010-05-11T01:32:00.006+08:00

sally's mixed grill. looked good

we ate at harvesters. great food.pretty cheap too.

krispy kreme! they were ex tho.and didnt taste as nice as the ones in korea. not warm. boo

my lunch that i had alone in the park. one of the best pies ever!!! gregg's beef steak bake. warm goodness oozing out + sitting alone in the cold people watching = happy me!

hotel staircase.
looks haunted. haha. scarrryyyy
the fish was hugeeee. didnt really like the batter.dug out the fish to eat. heh.
beef was a bit too chunky and dry. veggies had weird sour taste. but the jacket, which is what they call the potato was just :D i love carbo. wheee

outside hotel we stay at in manchester. small and cosy
lunch at M&S cafe. yums. bacon sandwiches with cream cheese inside also i think. minestrone soup and coffeeeeeeee. on a cold day? bliss.
where the fun began at manchester piccadilly station.SHOPPING!!!

day 1's bfast. Best of all days i think. yummy mushrooms and hot baked beans.

day 1's dinner. fish without chips. not bad. this batter was better. hahaha.

i slept at 6am today.
hahaha.
woke up at 2pm. crazzzyyyyyy.
have to work tmr.
shall wear my new clothes(:
will go swimming after work.
WILL go. no excuse anyway, because the pool is sheltered.
went swimming thrice in uk.
warm pools with steam baths during intervals.
my first time doing the whole sauna thing.
good time to exfoliate i say.
okays. above were some photos, mainly food from day 1.
except harvester was like second last day.
and the oldie hotel in buxton
wish i had stomach for dessert at harvester. heard they serve good ones there.
wish i were back there):
oh wells.
gg watch more grey's anatomy and then sleep.
maybe 3am. gotta wake up at 6am.
harhar.
i had al ameen at jln remaja todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!
and all the dishes were GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDD
didnt feel bloated for once.
guess the trick really is to eat sitting upright.
anyway, just found out i have EAGLES award to collect.
$.$
hope this week will be enjoyable.
LOVES

2010-05-09T17:05:00.002+08:00

hello!
imback!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rather glad to be back
been a wonderful week in uk.
really fortunate to have this chance to go on yet another holiday
right now just catching up with stuff on the internet
i stupidly went to have vodka with spite on the plane(free what)
hahaha. and i got a little drunk.
felt super dizzy. thankfully,i didnt puke and just went to sleep.
stopped over at dubai.
their airport is hugeee. and nice.and new. rich country i suppose.
after the 7hr plus flight my legs were like killing me
pain/numb? it's the deep vein something.
had to endure another 6hr plus flight back.
emirates airline is good.
their desserts are alws super nice. hehe.
inflight entertainment system is twice as good as SIA's one.
touch screen! but service is not as good.
haha. will update about my trip soon.
now just a little worried about uni.
sigh. my future..
i guess this trip also opened my eyes to the engineering industry in uk after attending the conference with my aunt.
hmmm..
LOVES

2010-04-29T19:06:00.000+08:00

just received my NTU acceptance letter.
i feel like im in a dream!!!!!!!
no.i did not get my choice for what i thought was what God wanted for me with the results i had.
seems like the past 2 weeks of 'work' may b really WORK in e future?
i dont know.but i know someone is gg to b happy to hear the news.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
regardless, this MAY be what God wants for me.i will never know till the end.
if i had gotten what i wanted, i will prolly say.oh thank God.He provides!
but if i go ahead with this choice im now given, it will mean surrendering ALL and i really mean ALL my abilities to God.i have nothing ):
appeal?
i still have yet to hear from the other 2 unis.
until then, i will continue to picture myself in this course im given.haha
guess which course i was posted to? guess guess guess!!

2010-04-29T09:21:00.002+08:00

hello.
2 more days till im gone.
havent packed much.
wnna pack light so i can buy MORE STUFF!
but guess it'll b cold there. which means gotta bring more things.
gahhs.
these few days have been stressed over a few things which im not even sure of.
usually when i lie in bed i will fall asleep immediately. but not these few days.
even now when im typing i feel stressed.
need an outlet to LET GO.
eeks. oh wells.
nth much gg on these few days.
same old boring 'job'
quite thankful that i have 2 colleagues in the same office who are christians.
somehow always makes things easier.
quite fun talking to them.
i also like to watch downstairs frm the window to see the ppl working at the workshop.
looks interesting.
but it's hard work.
it's very hot with all the heating and stuff going on, and noisy as well.
and there is a bell that goes off during lunch and tea breaks
initially i wondered what it was.
but yea. it seems like everyone's ears are tuned to it so much so that when it goes off, ppl will automatically go for their break.
and the ninja van comes during the breaks. haha. mysterious food.
and the cleaning auntie comes over during the aftns and talks to me.
talking about her children and stuff and she complains about xyz.
haha. dont really like to hear all these stuff but i suppose this is part of office life?
harhar. oh wells.
going to the dentist tmr to remove stitches. it still feels weird.
maybe will update this post when ive got stuff to add later.
toodle noodles!

2010-04-27T21:06:00.005+08:00

haha. im blogging agn.
so stupid.
but i had quite a nice evening.
it did not rain :D
and the van uncle let me sit in the front passenger seat instead of seating at the back which makes me ultimate paranoid. shall not explain why.haha
yea. there are vans frm my ulu work place that brings u to boon lay or pioneer. $0.50
cheaper than taking bus(:
went to jp to buy some stuff and thankfully the crowd did not irritate me too much.
decided to take the train to avoid the jam which i feel will irritate me.
i didnt have ezlink card tho. but i didnt buy a new one cuz of non-refundable $5.
no way am i gg to give $5 to smrt.
haha. i am so giam. shrugs.
felt happy i got a seat in the train and decided to buy cleo.
even wanted to buy 8 days. haha. the MIO promoter irritated me. i use starhub cable. thanks! >:(
julia u never buy april one. boooooo.
saw the guy i alws bump into at the train station,on 176 or busstop.
i dont know why i felt happy. even missing 176 didnt get me down.
ususally it does.
and within a minute,another 176 came (:
whee! God is good.
quite happy.
today is a good day!
kept tweeting tho. i think im irritating my followers.
going to watch latest ep of gossip girl!
read the exercise thingie that came with cleo.
I AM MOTIVATED TO EAT WELL AND EXERCISE!
LOVES

2010-04-27T16:27:00.003+08:00

hello jello.
went to jr point during lunch alone to run some errands.
shall pop by there after work or sumtg later.
just HATE the crowd.peak hour ):
gotta sqeeze with smelly ppl on the train. and i hve seem to lost my ezlink card.
tho i cld wait till my dad sends me home. but he will b gg home late.
and i wnna go home to do more homework for my holiday.
this computer cannot make it.
internet explorer cannot open tabs.
and i LOVE to open a million tabs. so not being able to do so irks me.
and megavideo is irking me.
tho im glad i can watch my shows. hehe.
shucks. this has to stop when i start sch. if not confirm die.
i guess uk aint too cold nao.
like 16 degrees during the say.
shld b able to survive(:
cldnt sleep last night and keep thinking of weird things before i woke up today.
like contemplating whether to go to work.
oh wells.
ramble ramble ramble.
feel like gg to disneyland.
hehe

2010-04-26T23:41:00.002+08:00

still a bit sad that my post yesterday disappeared.
guess it's was for a reason tho i felt it could speak to someone. not any one in particular.
just got another piece of news today.
it wasnt a surprise.
but im disappointed and sad again.
2 days in a row i get the same piece of news.
i cannot understand why.
at times like this, i find it hard to take it that everything is God's plan.
feeling quite burdened for various reasons.
wish i could help open the eyes of someone to see the bigger picture.
but in order for my plan to backfire on me,
i guess i will not.
thought it was always better to shoutout to a person who is walking straight into a wall to warn him/her.
but i have come to understand that some people just have to learn it the hard way.
to fall, to hurt themselves.
so, i hope u do.
sorry if i didnt help you.
but i tried.
but then again.. maybe i didnt try hard enough.
that's why i alws go back to doing what i would normally do.
but it doesnt work anymore.
u have closed ur ears and ur heart.
nothing we say can get to u.
because we dont 'understand'
recalling the times my parents used to nag at me.
i always knew that somehow they were right.
never blamed them for saying so.
haha. okay. i have come to a point where i dont know what i am talking about.
but i just want to end off by saying.
u can choose who u want to be friends with.
but u cannot choose your family.

anyway
went to town today with aaron.
harhar. after a million years. quite a last minute decision.
i did not buy anything for myself.
ultimate sad ):
headed to holland to meet nat, jolyn and sharron for dinner.
haha. guess these 3 girls will be the ones that i will continue to meet next time.
had wala wala for dinner and daily scoop for desert.
we saw quite a lot of familar ppl there.
saw bear!!! and his gf and his family.
haha. quite coincidental since we were just talking about him.
and we saw an actress. forgot her name.but she is even more skinny in real life with nice skin.
i guess being an actor/actress is hard bc u need to be like ultra skinny to look ok on tv.
haha.
we monopoly dealed! i won 3 out of 4 times.
hehehehe (:
alrights. not a bad day. just tired.
and i gotta take in all these emotional stuff.
guess it's better to escape for a while.
leaving on saturday! whee!
just that i gotta work tmr tho im on mc.
what is this!
anyway i dont do anythg there.
oh wells.
goodbye!

u just need to wake up.

2010-04-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

i just typed a long inspirational post and it disappeared.hmm... time to sleep
hopefully can reproduce it agn tmr
nights.
i thank God for picking me up today.

2010-04-25T14:09:00.005+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i did the right thing.
when u try to stop someone from falling into the same hole u did,
even if it means that person will hate u for doing so.
feeling foolish.
it's not the first time.
i shall stop doing so.
i will stop.
i will not say anything anymore.

and you know,sometimes what hurts the most is when the people u thought knows you the best doubts ur capabilities.
it really sucks.
that's when i start to doubt myself.
today is the day i finally felt sad about my results.
it's not good enough.

2010-04-24T22:46:00.003+08:00

feeling weird tonight.
got 2 pieces of news
i guess im just disappointed..
dont know..
oh wells.
day 2 of of tooth extraction is better(:
ate tau huay and porridge.
then i tested if i cld eat the peanut pancake.
the smaller one that looks like a purse.
and i could!
so i devoured it.
hehe.
when i woke up, was superrrrr hungry. had horlicks and made a frozen prata.
amazingly i cld eat that too! (:
then had 7-11 mash potato.
came home and had fish soup (no tau hu): ) and SUPER yummy ginko nut, barley and beancurd skin desert.
supppppperrrrrrrrrrrrrr niceeeeeeee
made by my grandmother.
still hungry.
haha. i wnna have fries agn! but cannot eat fried food ):
alrights.
shall go do some bible study stuff..
LOVES

2010-04-24T11:47:00.002+08:00

hello
finally i can sleep in. heh(:
went for tooth extraction yesterday.
haha.
weird experience.
i can see the stitches on my gums.
haha.
it doesnt hurt.
the only time it did was when the anesthetic wore off.
then i took pain killers and it was fine.
haha.
anyway, missed the stupid FTT test
got the wrong date.
SUCKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
):
depression. sigh.
nvm.
will b taking it in june instead.
HATE! Gahhs.
oh wells.
dont really have the mood to blog.
just thankful that i have mc no work for 2 days. not that i do any work anyway.haha.
gg to rest at home today. gotta do mission trip presentation to the sunday sch kids tmr. dunno how to talk.
LOVES

2010-04-21T08:10:00.002+08:00

hellooo!
haha.at work nao.
it's 810am. who goes to work at 810am?haha. just kidding. i know a lot of ppl who do.harhar
today i am smart.
i brought my own laptop AND MOUSE! not gnna use the slow compt and the ball mouse anymore.
haha. just that i cannot play cafeworld on my laptop.
TOOOOO laggy.haha. oh wells.
i saw the new iphone on the net.
haha. cool stuff!
go check it out!
bought snack for work but i didnt bring it ):
anyway, im having an ulcer. and i have to seriously get rid of the ulcer before my tooth extraction on friday!
so scared ):
oh wells. gnna find somethg fun to do. until someone realizes im not doing anything and give me work.harhar.
LOVES

2010-04-16T16:41:00.000+08:00

hello.
trying to blog using Opera browser
its much faster than safari
itouch and iphone peeps shld go gettit!
haha.work today was alright
think for the whole of next week i'll b doing service reports
its kinda boring.but someone has to do it
and it will b me
haha.at ICA building now gg to collect passport.there are about 400 ppl in my queue.haha.im sitting on the floor bc there arent enought chairs to sit on! haha.super hungry.
craving for kfc or macs.
bible study later.. wonder how this weekend will turn out.. oh wells.
loves

2010-04-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

hello.
it's thursday!
haha. nice cold thursday.
was super hot in the afternoon tho.
went for driving in the morning ((((((:
so fun. haha. i want to learn more.
i think im a good student. HAHA!
but going round the same circuit is quite boring..
haha.
had lunch alone at the HOTHOT coffeeshop.
seriously.
SUPER HOT>:(
had $2 rice. it's niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. where can u find steamed rice with chicken with very nice gravy at $2? they have a few varieties all at $2.
headed to plmc for worship prac.
mark said my guitar cannot make it and offered to lend me his guitar on sat.
hahaha! really time to change the guitar.
head to amk hub for dinner with aaron.
what an ulu place.
pepper lunched. regretted my meal choice.
dontknow why the last 2 times i go there i alws order the pasta instead of the beef):
this time, the cabonara was SUPERRR CHEESEYYYYYYY.
and i left the mushrooms in the gravy pot and realized only when i was about to finish my meal):
haha. why am i being so narrative about my day?
i bet no one reads.
haha. had a monopoly deal challenge with aaron.
we are at 2-2 currently.
first to 3 wins. hhahaha. i got charged 30 million rent just now>:(
alrights. weekends are coming.
i think i can miss half day work tmr!
gg to collect passport.
hahaha. REAL WORK starts next week.
off to do my 'homework' for my trip. my aunt is like hounding me..
bye!

2010-04-14T12:35:00.002+08:00

hellojello
havent done anything at the office AGAIN!
seriously. just let me stay at home
ugh. i will have sumtg to do in the afternoon.
this morning i went to cook porridge with my grandfather in the pantry. haha.
but the way he cooks is kinda mysterious..
now i know why i had a stomachache after lunch yesterday...
went to truth min for worship practice last night.
haha. we are slowly getting it!
but i think my playing is horrible
and i think my hand will drop off during the actual day cuz of the excessive strumming.
ugh. but i think when the electric guitarist is back, i can rest a lot more while playing.
haha. got a new book/material to read.
think this year is the year that i will read the most books.
never really completed them all but still..it's a start.
haha. alrights.
dont have to come to work tmr.
driving and then to plmc for dance and worship practice.
graduation is this saturday! exciting(:
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING.
toodles.

2010-04-13T14:52:00.002+08:00

I AM SO BORED.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay. somehow automatically im gg to be working in my dad's office for the next 2/3 months.
there is no escaping.
i want to die>:(
gnna find some way to escape in june so i can have some fun.
hello? supposed to be on holiday.
hmm..
oh wells.
there is nothing for me to do today
the lady who is supposed to give me work as me to 'play something' today.
then i will be given some stuff to do tmr
hahahaha.
but v bored.
sitting along the isle and cant exactly be watching my movies so blatantly.
haha. so im like studying for my FTT
quite tough i must say.
all the gear things.. i am determined to pass this FTT and the practical on the FIRST TRY!
oh wells.
i succeeded in exercising 3 times last week(:
think this week it would be less possible cuz i dont have as much time.
mayb wednesday i can find an exercise to do or sumtg.
haha. gnna start being serious about the things that i eat.
"output more than input" shall be my motto for the week. haha
alrights. gnna study more for my FTT and sneak in a episode of Friends if possible.
i guess only next week is the real thing.
i want to buy more online stuff!
LOVES

2010-04-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

hellohellohello!
im a good mood now! (:
but today was quite a hectic day..
woke up kinda late.
cooked lunch for my dad.
oat for myself at 12 plus breakfast (:
then did laundry and made salad for lunch
had a stomachache after eating tho.
haha. what a loser.
stepped out of the house to meet flo but then in the end after much discussion we didnt go to galistan.
harhar.
had some pain in my wisdom tooth initially.
been on and off the past few days.
usually subsides after half an hr after eating.
but it just got worse and worse this afternoon.
didnt even have the mood to watch glee ):
rolled arnd in bed wailing.
oh wells. cut the long story short.
went to 2 dentist arnd westmall area and both were fully booked.
called the cck one.
and no one picked up):
thought i was gnna have to wait till tmr.
got super pain i wanted to die.
in the end, they picked up.
waited 45 mins after my appt time to see the dentist.
she put medicine on it and $50 later,
im home with no more pain.
gnna call the OTHER dentist to extract the evil tooth some time this week.
sobs):
anyway, checked out the blue water shopping centre online and it's AMAZING!
i bet it's like ion x2
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
so excited(:
just need $$
topshop, H&M, fred perry!
haha. germs are u reading this!
hahaha. i can buy for uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
ok. very crazy now.
time to watch glee online
LOVES

2010-04-09T01:20:00.002+08:00

hi there!
it's coming to the end of the week.
managed to exercise twice this week so far.
had a night run with aaron on tuesday.
we ran to.. guess where!
our fav hangout.
jln remaja.
hahaha. it was a supper i had to work hard for.
sprinted up the evil steep hill.
haha. was kinda faint after that. stupid me
oh wells. means i gotta run more.
but i dont like morning runs cuz it's very sunny and hot by the time i wake up.
prefer evening runs. but it always seems easier to take nap.
hahha.
tennised today.
finally felt the breathlessness during 'feeding'?
yea. haha. which really reminded me of badminton.
i am tempted to go for training this saturday like the good ol days.
but tennis and badminton.
i only have one hand!
cannot mix!
so tmr i shall think of an exercise.
maybe swimming?
somehow more fun and less effort.
anyway, something funny happened last night with germs and i.
hahahahahaha. but im too lazy to type and i dont think u all will find it funny.
alrightos.
time to break the 'news'?
haha. im gg to UK in may(:
mixed feelings.
will be happy if i can shop at the places i want to shop and i have $$$
AND have luggage space to bring them back.
unlike bangkok. really had to squeeze the stuff. plus at first we had to keep within 15kg for budget. mine was like 22kg! anyway.
but cant seem to receive the itinerary frm my aunt.
yea. im going there to accompany her while she is there for some meetings.
not exactly a horleeday. but at least i get to travel(:
im feeling kinda happy tonight. feeling the love.
but time to return and spread the love!
weekends are here. feel that i have a lot of things to do but dont know exactly what. hmm..
next week's schedule is like weird :O
next Saturday is TRACKERS GRADUATION!
LOVES

2010-04-05T16:57:00.002+08:00

hi there.
had an early morning.
came back, played on my iphone and napped till 2 plus.
hahaha.
lalala.
didnt manage to book driving this week! >:(
waited too long go call
so it's 2 lessons next week!
anyway, received exciting news this morning!!
but i shall not type it here until it's confirmed.
haha. so excited!
could totally get used to this whole no school thing. haha. alrights.
suggestion for itouch or iphone owners.
download ice tycoon!
hahahahha.
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2010-04-05T00:14:00.002+08:00

hello!
my 701th post.
hahaha. oh wells.
what a rainy day today is.
woke up at 7am to go and pay respects to my grandfather and other great grandparents.
then my extended family went for breakfast at macs.
haha. usually we would go the market for bfast.
but we went to macs! which is a totally new thing.
so 22 of us, (yes 22!) trooped down to macs.
it was fun (:
churched. it was a good service i would say.
then headed to jp for clash of the titans!
haha.
first time catching such movies.
didnt think i would like it.
it's not bad.
i actually understood it.usually for such fighting movies, i would have problems understanding the plot.
so it was nice, unlike the reviews which said it wasnt good.
alrights. gnna have to wake up early tmr to pay respect to my grandmother.
end of internship today
time to look for a job.
my first, real job.
hahahhaa. i hope i can get what i want.
i succeeded in not taking cab and being more or less punctual for all my appts this week(:
so this coming week, i hope to exercise at least 3 times, go for driving twice and pray more.
see how it goes (:
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2010-04-03T22:12:00.001+08:00

hello!
cell group outing today!
we went ice skating!!!
havent been ice skating since i went that time with weiling in secondary school
hahaha.
it was quite fun
there were a lot of us too (:
i still cant skate.
but we all had a good time of fellowship
very fruitful as well.
very glad to be in this group.
we are very blessed (:
i placed my yogurt in the freezer.
heard it tastes good. shall go try (:
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2010-03-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

hello.
what a day.
not sure if i wnna go on rambling about my day.
anyway, trying to watch gossip girl online without having to download any of those weird things.
please help meeee!
alrights. first driving lesson tmr (:
excited. wheeeeeee!
hope i get to go on the roads. lol. haha.
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2010-03-28T17:55:00.003+08:00

because im bored and feeling hungry.

fries, rice, lobster, prawn and fish. super hungry nao.

whatcha looking at dawg?

4 fingers crispy chicken.

hey! dont play with my ears!

baked potatoes, mayo, bacon bits and cheese.
purple potatoes.

seriously craving for potatoes now.
fries, baked potatoes, whatever!
ah. what a boring sundayy...
nice weather to exercise.
but i shall NOT!
haha!
shall go take a nap.

2010-03-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

felt kinda disappointed and irritated today
need to stop feeling like this!
next week will be a great great week!
haha. was very tempted to take cab today.
but i resisted and was on time!
seriously need to work on this punctuality thing.
hate the feeling of being late.
will not just talk about it, but DO something about it.
feeling motivated now.
go go go!
doxology tmr!
helps!

2010-03-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

hello
weekends are here!
overslept today agn.
super irritated with this me being late.
next week, i aim to NOT be late for all my appointments, work, church etc.
be on time, if not early.
also, cannot cheat by taking cab
ahyia
no money anyway ):
haha. oh wells.
had trackers grad worship prac today.
cool mans. have a professional like mark to guide us for the music side
a bit scary tho.
haha. but scary is good. hope i will improve through this.
exciting news!
im going for my first driving lesson on tuesday!
it's gnna cost me $28+$50!
money is flying away fast this week.
had to pay for PDL also.
went to dinner just now with aaron and joezer.
had a very spicy dinner.
but there was an unexpected dish!
sweet potato leaves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my all times favorite vegetable other than ladies finger!!!
yes. i like slimy vegetables.
hahahah. havent had good ladies fingers in forever.
all those at the vegetable rice stalls are crap.
but today's sweet potato leaves were yummy!
ok. i dont know why im talking about vegetables here.
haha.oh wells.
fun-o-rama tmr.
wont be going if not for the free tickets that i have.
finally done with university applications!
what a relieve. but not exactly.
kinda paranoid that my mails do not get there in time/lost in the mail
and my appraisal letters do not get to them in time as well.
haha. feel so stupid.
feel a sorethroat coming up after all the spicy food just now.
how to sing on sunday!
gnna sing NORMALLY. go amelia!
do the song justice!
alright. enjoy ur weekend everyone!
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2010-03-23T22:44:00.002+08:00

hi
gnna apply for NUS nao.
hmm..
today was a long long day.
quite tough for me to pull through
but i went to the zoo for ben and jerry's free cone day!
had 'A cookie affair' and 'strawberry cheesecake'
then shared mango mango.
a cookie affair is the new flavor.
actually, i feel that ben and jerry's is too sweet for me.
once in a blue moon is ok.
prefer daily scoop.
we shared kfc too!
had fun doing the puzzle so as to win a pint of b&j's
really hope ours get picked and we win!
cuz we spent a lot of time thinking of the answers.
haha.
havent satisfied my shopping craving.
almost gg mad.
so tired.. work tmr agn.
at least i dont have to wake up too early for exercise with the girls.
in need of a holiday.
haha. sounds so stupid. i dont even have sch right nao.
enjoy the rest of the week everyone!
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2010-03-21T22:27:00.003+08:00

hello
what a weekend..
had cell ytd.
was terribly late for worship practice.
tho in the end i felt worship was quite good for myself,
didnt really think a lot of ppl sang.
i alws feel that there is a reason why people are not worshiping, beyond the technical aspect of it.
haha.
then we helped julia with the video for announcements
it turned out pretty cool
quite a lot of ppl laughed.
haha.
next week is my turn!!!!
:OOOOOOO
helps
ok. im tired. gnna see what can i do.
really need to rest early.
these few days are really draining my energy.
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2010-03-20T00:46:00.002+08:00

hello
havent updated this week
was busy with quite a few things.
had the galistan 2 day camp on monday and tuesday.
that really drained my energy.
gotta run after the kids, play and entertain them.
and there were only 8 of them.
haha. but it was still fun.
they enjoyed hohoball a lot(:
glad to be able to share my experience with chirst to some of them as well.
a sweet bunch.
finally met up with joyce on wednesday!
went to vivo for breakfast
both of us were late and cabbed down. fly money fly!
we went shopping at f21
i have finally bought things after 2 mths of no proper shopping.
excluding cambodia where i didnt buy much for myself.
so happy! :DD
went for dinner with my family and changed my mobile plan
i can now have data usage!
happiness! (:
got the iphone 3Gs too! plus my dad had a $550 voucher so we didnt have to pay a cent.
whee! but i dropped my phone twice today. ouch.
anyway,the past 2 days were just shutting to and fro different places.
so tired.
ive yet to wash my mountain pile of laundry.
I MUST WASH TMR NO MATTER WHAT.
yea. had handmade yong tao foo and the chinatown market this morning.
(: the ikan billis isnt the kind where they buy from the supplier but those smaller kinds that they fry themselves. so niiiceee!!
and we taopaoed porridge and bee hoon.
had them for lunch mixed tgt.
best combination.
heehee.
had shuang chu for dinner.
milk powder pork!
it's quite a happy day today.
praise God. today, through the small things, i know that my God loves me alot and He is always there for me.
i dont need big things for Him to assure me that He loves me, but the slightest of things for me to know that He is constantly watching over me.
have a great weekend everyone!
btw. 'whose line is it' is so funny esp the props one and the one where the 3 of them have to sing a song taking turns by singing one word at a time.
heehee.
ok. enough ranting.
have a great weekend everyone!
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2010-03-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

hihi
wanted to go swimming (really!)
but it's raining now.
haha!
had island creamery today!
havent had it in more than a year.
hahaha. wheee!! nutella.
saw quite a few familiar photos there. haha
galistan project tmr. honestly, im quite anxious about it.
i dont know whether im stressing myself for no reason or what.
but im just worried about the problems ahead.
yea. so i guess im going to pray about it tonight.
yeapps. this week is going to be quite taxing on me.
many things i dont look forward to. yeapps.
haha. but we are going to have a debate at trackers about marriage and sex.
haha. i hope our group wins (:
have a good sunday everyone!
enjoy the rain!
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2010-03-13T00:22:00.002+08:00

hi there!
it's friday!
went back to plmc for group discussion on our internships
hmm..
was feeling quite disturbed within me during the discussion.
i may or may not know why
had yummy fish noodles for lunch.
very nice!
tho its $3.50.
quite ex for fish noodles.
but it's good stuff.
and owned by 3 brothers.
and the way the cook/prepare is very cool.
i like it.
hahaha. so retarded.
aftn was spend doing the video etc.
after trackers went to the cathay with some CANoobs.
we had billy bombers cookies and cream milkshake! :O
yummylicious! seriously da bombz (:
i had some entertainment reading this dating book that janice had.
haha. was laughing at some stuff with tim.
it's quite a cute book as they doodle on the printing randomly and then they produce it.
so it has doodles and underlined sentences.
cool.
then headed to church. thank God for a seat on the bus and i slept all the way (:
had bible study (not really) and then supper
the kambing soup had a layer of oil
super disgusted.
hahaha. anyway, not a bad day.
was happy to see my CANoobs(:
they are such a fun bunch.
weekends!
i still have yet to satisfy my shopping urge
open house tmr? i guess i will go.
i am dead. i did not receive any registration package from SMU and NUS.
they have forgotten about me. haha.
wonderfulness!
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2010-03-08T23:21:00.003+08:00

we were hanging precariously on that ledge. it was quite high up.

CANoobs hair salon.

the cute boy that alws smiles. he is wearing a hairband. haha. this is the only photo i took carrying a kid.very rare.

my cousin. she is super cute and chubby!

CANoobs with Roslette on our last morning. haha. took continuous shots. haha.

4 of us at zrica quite long ago.

my another cousin. fat and chubby too!

shall post more random shots tmr when im bored(:

2010-03-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

yay. room is more or less packed.
house downstairs is also much neater.
finally cleared my luggage from cambodia.
lolzzxzx.
anyway, fellowship at my hse was not bad.
just that there were TOO MANY people
haha. like wah. srsly a lot of people.
but it's great to see our cell gp expanding (:
the down side was that it was really hot.
boo. went to julia's hse for tennis.
slowly getting the hang of it.
not bad. quite fun.
just that changing of strokes after so many years of badminton to tennis strokes is quite hard.
so tired now.
gnna enrol for uni soon!
eggcited!
no more chem and PHYSICS anymore!
hooray!
tho i must say im still trying to soak it all in,
i want to persevere on because i know that in a few months time,
no one will care about my A level results.
whether they think it's bad or mediocre
i will do what God wants and i will enjoy it.
it may not be the best course out there,
or the give me the best paying job.
but i will make the best out of it because it is the best that God has given me
i know God will never shortchange me.
and im glad im not really in a dilemma to pick what course to take.
thank God for everythg.
best part is, A level are over! (:

mayb i shall continue about mission trip
shall talk about the fun stuff.
well, i almost lost my beloved brown cap from korea.
was on the tuktuk on the way to town.
the i was videoing our trip and stuff.
stuck my head out of the tuktuk and my cap flew away!!!
i totally shrieked!!!!!!!!
super upset.
it flew behind.
near the other tuktuk the other half of our group were.
though i saw them slow down but didnt see them pick it up.
then when we reached, they bluffed me that they didnt pick it up.
mourned over it during lunch
was soooooo sad ):
in the end, it was in fern's bag!
happiness!
haha. yea. funny.
2nd last night we played with waterbombs at night
super cool
cuz it's dark and stuff.
haha. some of the village kids heard us and came out of their houses in the dark
but my the time they came out, we were done playing.
haha. we finished like within 3 minutes?
they anyhow whack.
haha. yay so fun(:
ok. will continue another time.
gnna watch tv. bais!
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2010-03-06T13:49:00.002+08:00

packing my room/house now.
taking a quick break
got back A level results yesterday.
im glad i wasnt like panicking before collecting and stuff.
was kinda calm. had a sense of peace when i woke up yesterday morning
so anyway, ms q said "well done" before handing me my result slip.
i didnt get any A. in what way is it well done??
dont know.
i got Bs and Cs.
initially, i was quite disappointed.
like for my GP and math.
expected A?
anyway, after talking and reflecting upon my results, i realized that these were the exact grades that God wanted me to have,
im not trying to delude myself and console myself.
but seriously, if i had any better grades, i wldnt know what to choose
if i did SLIGHTLY better, it wouldnt allow me choose the best case scenerio course i wanted also.
and looking back, my econs has also been like crap.
and i got a C. which it satisfactory.
as for chem, i guess i lagged behind a bit for j1. so yea.
and for physics i didnt really study for that. so C is good enough for me.
so all in all, God gave me what i deserved.
im glad i have sort of decided what course i want to do and after that how to value add on my education.
im excited.
looking forward to this new phase in my life.
God is so specific. he grades He gave me is just nice to put me into like 1 or 2 courses which i feel im interested in.
i dont have to think so much. im quite an indecisive person at times anyway.
im contented. im happy.
my grades are not the end.
after a year or even a few mths, no one cares about ur A level grades.
like who even asks u about ur O level score now?
so yea. im just glad the whole A level thing is over.
God will place me in where He wants me to go.
yup
splurged on bakerzin yesterday.
anyway, church intership starts monday.
hope it'll be fun and not so tiring.
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